Accounts is for accountants, and I am not an accountant!
Yes, as we all may know, I am now working as an temporary account assistant in a logistic area. Seriously, it is really tiring and its killing me.
Experience kills! Yes, its holiday, I should be resting, but experience is what I needed to get me far.
I dreamed big; big house, big car, big marriage, big food; all from my own sweats. I am not daddy's or mommy's little girl who gets what she wanted, but earned it myself.
I don't really like accounts, lagi2 bila dapat C (yes, am not ashamed to tell everyone), anyway, that was before, in Part 1, and the lecturer was more interested teaching us his camera than account. Pfffft.
But, who said if we don't like accounts, we cannot do it? Yes, we can!
H.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Journey to the Paaaaaaaaaast!
Yellow!
Sometimes, holding on to your past will effect you in the future.
I agree with that piece of statement that your past will definitely effect your future. But, somehow I knew that certain set of people still thinking Im living the past, caring about what had have happened before and trying to create this sort of chaos and trying to pass around this sets of liars to another set of people.
Take note that, and CLEAR STATEMENT, that im not living in the past, am living for the future, am thinking to improve myself instead of down-graded myself and fighting like a bunch of losers or kids. Not trying to accuse anyone but if its fit your criteria, then this is for you.
Ive done with the past, and stop dragging me all the way down, am not interested in doing so. If you're happy doing what you doing, then continue it. If before this, you are quite happy with everything that you have and got everything that you wished for, why wasting time for this silly stuff?
But what the heck, its not like everyone's reading my blog. :)
Please stop bugging my life, the more I try to ignore, more keeps coming and coming, and I don't really have an interest in it anymore. We're grown ups now, so act like one.
I've move on, when will you?
Speaking from the heart,
H.
Sometimes, holding on to your past will effect you in the future.
I agree with that piece of statement that your past will definitely effect your future. But, somehow I knew that certain set of people still thinking Im living the past, caring about what had have happened before and trying to create this sort of chaos and trying to pass around this sets of liars to another set of people.
Take note that, and CLEAR STATEMENT, that im not living in the past, am living for the future, am thinking to improve myself instead of down-graded myself and fighting like a bunch of losers or kids. Not trying to accuse anyone but if its fit your criteria, then this is for you.
Ive done with the past, and stop dragging me all the way down, am not interested in doing so. If you're happy doing what you doing, then continue it. If before this, you are quite happy with everything that you have and got everything that you wished for, why wasting time for this silly stuff?
But what the heck, its not like everyone's reading my blog. :)
Please stop bugging my life, the more I try to ignore, more keeps coming and coming, and I don't really have an interest in it anymore. We're grown ups now, so act like one.
I've move on, when will you?
Speaking from the heart,
H.
homaaaaaigod!
Greetings.
People are full of surprises, shits and a bitch.
I'm not down-graded myself for something that is so silly that could messed up with others' life. Just stop what you're doing.
Yes, you're the winner, congratulations.
So, what then? You want a trophy saying you the champion? Or somewhat, prizes to collect? You want branded bags? Money?
But seriously, Money certainly cannot buy love.
Most important thing, you just lost yourself a whole bunch of a family.
Nothing you said can makes us feel bothered, whats the point actually?
If you're jealous, just shut up and don't make someone's blood pressure to increase, are you certainly want to be the caused of death of your dear family?
Seriously, fuck you. I hate you. (and yeap, this would be the dark side of me because you messing with my dear family and I don't like her being the punching bag, it's not nice.)
Anyway, sorry for the cursing, I know someone will certainly hate it, but I'm sorry, this is an exception.
H
People are full of surprises, shits and a bitch.
I'm not down-graded myself for something that is so silly that could messed up with others' life. Just stop what you're doing.
Yes, you're the winner, congratulations.
So, what then? You want a trophy saying you the champion? Or somewhat, prizes to collect? You want branded bags? Money?
But seriously, Money certainly cannot buy love.
Most important thing, you just lost yourself a whole bunch of a family.
Nothing you said can makes us feel bothered, whats the point actually?
If you're jealous, just shut up and don't make someone's blood pressure to increase, are you certainly want to be the caused of death of your dear family?
Seriously, fuck you. I hate you. (and yeap, this would be the dark side of me because you messing with my dear family and I don't like her being the punching bag, it's not nice.)
Anyway, sorry for the cursing, I know someone will certainly hate it, but I'm sorry, this is an exception.
H
Friday, November 19, 2010
holiday vs working
Semester's holiday is what everyone was waiting for; no exams, no assignments, no books, no lecturer to curse upon to etc.
Holiday is something that all students have something in common; for all nerds, geek, or jock. Yeap, something to look forward to.
For the past 2 years and a half ago, I was so happy with the holidays because I could go back to KL and have a good rest in my big, comfy room, watching movies (what I do the best), searching for some weird unheard song (esp on the radio) and yeap, just having my alone time. But at that time, I wasn't exactly have my own happy time, because I was out doing something else. Yes yes, despite the love and hatred, yes, I was out of the house and really upsets the mother.
Then again, after years later, I have a moment with myself. I planned what I want and how am I to achieve it without upsets the mother, yeap, im that corny to actually thinks what my mother feels if I don't do this and if I do that. To me, my mother is one of my greatest bestfriend ever; maybe it's because I was the youngest one.
In order for me to achieve all my dreams without forgetting who I am, I need to work and brush up my skills. And no, I hated working 8am-3pm just to be paid below rm50 per day, and I could die. So, after my part 6 semester while waiting for the degree's application, I decided to post my resume on the jobstreet.com - thanks to Angah :) - (and yeap, it is not only for people who only wanted to work full time, but it is also for part-timers).
It had come to my attention, that "agensi perkerjaan" is one of the effective way to actually finding a job. And from there, I met Helen. I love her, she was so nice like I could not disappointing whenever she gave a job. (Helen's working at the Brightprospect in PJ).
Nowadays, Im working at a Shipping company. Working as a temporary account assistant! Omg, the more hatred I have for accounts, the more closer it gets. I swear, im gonna have a migrain by end of december, SERIOUSLY. :)
Nevertheless, I actually enjoyed my time working there, eventhough I was still uncomfortable sitting there and everyone was like "there's-a-new-girl-in-the-office", so trying to act as cool as possible, so people won't get the wrong idea about who I was.
Thanks Helen, you're sure my life saver. :)
Truly,
H.
song = Enrique feat Nicole - Heartbeat
Holiday is something that all students have something in common; for all nerds, geek, or jock. Yeap, something to look forward to.
For the past 2 years and a half ago, I was so happy with the holidays because I could go back to KL and have a good rest in my big, comfy room, watching movies (what I do the best), searching for some weird unheard song (esp on the radio) and yeap, just having my alone time. But at that time, I wasn't exactly have my own happy time, because I was out doing something else. Yes yes, despite the love and hatred, yes, I was out of the house and really upsets the mother.
Then again, after years later, I have a moment with myself. I planned what I want and how am I to achieve it without upsets the mother, yeap, im that corny to actually thinks what my mother feels if I don't do this and if I do that. To me, my mother is one of my greatest bestfriend ever; maybe it's because I was the youngest one.
In order for me to achieve all my dreams without forgetting who I am, I need to work and brush up my skills. And no, I hated working 8am-3pm just to be paid below rm50 per day, and I could die. So, after my part 6 semester while waiting for the degree's application, I decided to post my resume on the jobstreet.com - thanks to Angah :) - (and yeap, it is not only for people who only wanted to work full time, but it is also for part-timers).
It had come to my attention, that "agensi perkerjaan" is one of the effective way to actually finding a job. And from there, I met Helen. I love her, she was so nice like I could not disappointing whenever she gave a job. (Helen's working at the Brightprospect in PJ).
Nowadays, Im working at a Shipping company. Working as a temporary account assistant! Omg, the more hatred I have for accounts, the more closer it gets. I swear, im gonna have a migrain by end of december, SERIOUSLY. :)
Nevertheless, I actually enjoyed my time working there, eventhough I was still uncomfortable sitting there and everyone was like "there's-a-new-girl-in-the-office", so trying to act as cool as possible, so people won't get the wrong idea about who I was.
Thanks Helen, you're sure my life saver. :)
Truly,
H.
song = Enrique feat Nicole - Heartbeat
Thursday, November 11, 2010
mikael buble :)
And yeah Buble, im still your number 1 fan despite Matt Dusk is your new competitor! :)
H.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Music
Who said that we need to be a musician/singer to really appreciate great music?
Definitely a no-no. I'm no musician or singer but I loves great music. Especially music's in the 40's.
My grandad was a musician but he was in a Keroncong band with his few friends, so I guess it runs in the blood. I love all sort of music, you named it.
Techno, Rap, R&B, Pop, Country, House, Rock, Pop Rock, Rock Kapak, Indonesian, Swing, Jazz and even Keroncong.
Sometimes, my sisters and mother always said that I was born at a wrong time. Meaning, I should be born in the 40's. Oh, I wish to be in that time, so that I can meet young Frank Sinatra, Rita Hayworth, Fred Astaire, Audrey Hepburn, Gene Kelly etc.
But nevertheless, I adore Jazz and Swing Songs. Really PERIOD.
one of my favourite song;
Definitely a no-no. I'm no musician or singer but I loves great music. Especially music's in the 40's.
My grandad was a musician but he was in a Keroncong band with his few friends, so I guess it runs in the blood. I love all sort of music, you named it.
Techno, Rap, R&B, Pop, Country, House, Rock, Pop Rock, Rock Kapak, Indonesian, Swing, Jazz and even Keroncong.
Sometimes, my sisters and mother always said that I was born at a wrong time. Meaning, I should be born in the 40's. Oh, I wish to be in that time, so that I can meet young Frank Sinatra, Rita Hayworth, Fred Astaire, Audrey Hepburn, Gene Kelly etc.
But nevertheless, I adore Jazz and Swing Songs. Really PERIOD.
one of my favourite song;
Petula Clark, you're one talented chick! :)
H.
Friday, October 22, 2010
You're perfect
I'm happy that everything is going smoothly, perfect, like always ive dreamed of.
:)
Laura Jansen - Perfect
H.
:)
Laura Jansen - Perfect
H.
It's 11.56pm, Zaiton Sameon's Menaruh Harapan playing sadly at my hear.
and I miss her, sadly. but she's too blind to see it or to understand it. i miss spending time with her, goofy stuff or dumb things, but then again, im the one who will be making the first move.
i miss you and i hope u'll know it. take care mate, until then.
H.
and I miss her, sadly. but she's too blind to see it or to understand it. i miss spending time with her, goofy stuff or dumb things, but then again, im the one who will be making the first move.
i miss you and i hope u'll know it. take care mate, until then.
H.
Happy Birthday CHOGM Baby! (there are no great significance of being a CHOGM baby pun)
Yet, 2010 proved it wrong.
It was one of the dramatic, fun birthday ever. School/UiTM Sarawak/Shah Alam's friends work out a very last minute script to do a prank, and yes, you guys were the best! :)
"The prank crew"; plus the photographer!
The bestfriend and her boyfriend! thanks for the lovely day love. :)
y'olls, my favvvy! hazelnut!:)
probably the masterminds for it to happened. thanks, love you both.
Overall, I would kindly appreciate the effort you guys did to make this happened, without you guys, i'm nothing. I had a blast! thanks again, everyone who involved. :)
H.
for happy.
i want to be married too!
Hi!
Last weekend was my dear cuzzie's wedding. Her solemnization was oh-so-beautiful.
Let me show the video and you decide :)
AIQA & HARITH from cstproduction on Vimeo.
Last weekend was my dear cuzzie's wedding. Her solemnization was oh-so-beautiful.
Let me show the video and you decide :)
pssst : let's get married, mate! :)
H.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
SASA
Hello people! :D
It's been a very long time since I last updated my bloggggg. It shows that Im practically a very busy women...? or...er busy girl? or just plain busy body?
Anyhow, I should share the meaning of my post! It's the initial of My name plus the exact location im at, which is Shah Alam. I am proud to say that Im a Shah Alam-nian.
"Bachelor in Business Administration (Hons) Finance" is what im doing now. OMG! Feels old to even said that. No more, wednesday's movie day or even gula-pong day or even ayam penyet nights, it's about money money and money. It's endless battle and the fatigue seeeeems like forever.
Seriously, I don't have anything to share with you other than I am happy right this second. Im closer to my family and friends but I can't socialize like im supposed to. Degree isn't like the old diploma days that we can sits around and enjoy the day with some korean movie or gossips girl on my mind. It's about improving yourself and prepare you for a career world, soon.
Clearly, I can't think of any other way to achieve what I want rather than sacrifices the little stuff. Im aiming high, and hoping it paid off someday. Im planning for the future and trying not to look at my past again and again. And yes, I hope this by far the best decision for myself. I can't afford to start all over again. :) if you know what I meant.
Thank you to the Knowing Your Inner Strength seminar. I am now, feeling fantastic all the time :)
Song : Candy-Mandy Moore
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
rambling thoughts
Who needs a war when you have your own problems?
Who needs a friend when you cannot count on them?
Who needs a family when they do not understand you?
Who needs a someone who would lend them their shoulder to cry on?
Who needs food when everybody is fighting for it?
Who needs money when money is the only way for you to get what you want?
Who needs feelings when it could be bought with money?
Who needs sisters whom fighting who's going to pay all these and that but never have the guts to say it to their face?
Who needs brothers whom will protect their little sister when they are the ones who destroy them?
Who needs love when people think you are taking advantages?
Who needs a parent whom doesn't work or provide anything?
Who needs school when it was the whole problem at the first place?
Who really know you better than yourself?
It's for you to decide and for me to know. All the above problem will never be solved unless someone decided to. If not, nothing will change, not even ever. Don't point your finger because of other people's flaws, afterall, we're human. We do not see the purpose of living. So do I.
I was born as an hyperactive kid with an ambition to reach the sky but somehow along the way, I lost.
Find your way and I will find my. Nobody understand how you feel, not even yourself. You cannot count on anyone else because nobody actually wants to help you unless you decide to help yourself first. One day, we're going to be alone. We're going to die alone. Face it.
H.
Who needs a friend when you cannot count on them?
Who needs a family when they do not understand you?
Who needs a someone who would lend them their shoulder to cry on?
Who needs food when everybody is fighting for it?
Who needs money when money is the only way for you to get what you want?
Who needs feelings when it could be bought with money?
Who needs sisters whom fighting who's going to pay all these and that but never have the guts to say it to their face?
Who needs brothers whom will protect their little sister when they are the ones who destroy them?
Who needs love when people think you are taking advantages?
Who needs a parent whom doesn't work or provide anything?
Who needs school when it was the whole problem at the first place?
Who really know you better than yourself?
It's for you to decide and for me to know. All the above problem will never be solved unless someone decided to. If not, nothing will change, not even ever. Don't point your finger because of other people's flaws, afterall, we're human. We do not see the purpose of living. So do I.
I was born as an hyperactive kid with an ambition to reach the sky but somehow along the way, I lost.
Find your way and I will find my. Nobody understand how you feel, not even yourself. You cannot count on anyone else because nobody actually wants to help you unless you decide to help yourself first. One day, we're going to be alone. We're going to die alone. Face it.
H.
ada apa pada nama?
Satu hari, tangan ni sungguh gatal lah nak google2 nama sendiri.
Bukan full name, tapi nama depan. It has come to my attention that I have a very yummy name!
Bukan full name, tapi nama depan. It has come to my attention that I have a very yummy name!
salmi, salmis [ˈsælmɪ]
n pl -mis [-mɪ]
(Cookery) a ragout of game stewed in a rich brown sauce 
[from French, shortened form of salmigondis salmagundi]
courtesy of http://www.thefreedictionary.com/salmi
So anyone, would you like some salmi? HAHAHAHAH! :D
or it could be a name of a place? Wow, famous sungguh salmi ni kan??
Salmi (Finnish: Salmi, Russian: Салми) is a rural settlement and town (posyolok) near Pitkäranta in Republic of Karelia (Russia).
Tulemajoki River in Salmi
courtesy of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmi
Jangan main2, Salmi ni pun ada kakak! Tapi nama kakak dia..
The sister city of Salmi is:
Anyway, lagi satu famous nama Salmi ni, :D
Anyway, lagi satu famous nama Salmi ni, :D
Salmi is a former Soviet Air Force air base in Russia located 50 km northwest of Ilinskiy. It was shown on the 1974 Department of Defense Global Navigation Chart No. 3 as having jet facilities. As of 2000 Google Earth indicates it has been dismantled, with some faint outlines still visible.
courtesy of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmi_%28air_base%29
Jadi, salmi2 di luar sana, berbanggalah anda sebab nama kita famous! hahahaha.
H.
Bruxism
Not many know about Bruxism/Teeth Grinding.
Bunyi cam scary kan? Cam gergaji. Okay, Ive never knew I had bruxism until...
Syiq : H, H tau tak gesek gigi malam2 buta?
Whd : Aah, whd pun terjaga malam terdengar.
Since that, I noticed that I woke up every morning feeling thirsty and I told my mother about this. Turns out, she have that too. And it does not turn out fine for her. I'm afraid that my teeth will be gone before I turn 30! OMG!
So, one of my holidays, Ive gone to the dentist and told them about the problem I'm having (Government Dentist) and I think they're a bit defensive and like they're saying, "I have the experience and everything and I know what's right and what's wrong". Because, to me, I don't think it's a problem (other than gigi menipis), worried to those who will have to sleep in the same room as I am.
Emotional stress, tension and increased anxiety.
Suppressed anger or frustration
Personality type. Some studies show that persons with aggressive, overly competitive, controlling or hyperactive personalities have an increased incidence of bruxism.
Other reasons mentioned as causes of teeth grinding in adults are :
Jaw, head or neck injury
Certain sleep disorders.
Central nervous system dysfunction. Some theories are linking bruxism to the central nervous system disorders such as Huntington's disease or Parkinson's disease.
Antidepressant medications like Prozac, Celexa and others, or drugs like ecstasy and cocaine have been reported to cause bruxism as a side effect.
Abnormal alignment of upper and lower teeth (malocclusion) may contribute to teeth grinding and teeth clenching.
Alcohol and stimulants such as caffeine are considered as aggravating factors for bruxism.
Bunyi cam scary kan? Cam gergaji. Okay, Ive never knew I had bruxism until...
Syiq : H, H tau tak gesek gigi malam2 buta?
Whd : Aah, whd pun terjaga malam terdengar.
Since that, I noticed that I woke up every morning feeling thirsty and I told my mother about this. Turns out, she have that too. And it does not turn out fine for her. I'm afraid that my teeth will be gone before I turn 30! OMG!
So, one of my holidays, Ive gone to the dentist and told them about the problem I'm having (Government Dentist) and I think they're a bit defensive and like they're saying, "I have the experience and everything and I know what's right and what's wrong". Because, to me, I don't think it's a problem (other than gigi menipis), worried to those who will have to sleep in the same room as I am.
photo courtesy of ubpages.com/hub/Bruxism-Questio...Answered
And no, takde hantu main gigi ni malam2 ye? Jangan percaya benda karut marut, okay? Benda ini terjadi disebabkan beberapa perkara; (kalau bole ngelak2 la ye?)
Emotional stress, tension and increased anxiety. Suppressed anger or frustration Personality type. Some studies show that persons with aggressive, overly competitive, controlling or hyperactive personalities have an increased incidence of bruxism. Other reasons mentioned as causes of teeth grinding in adults are : Jaw, head or neck injury Certain sleep disorders. Central nervous system dysfunction. Some theories are linking bruxism to the central nervous system disorders such as Huntington's disease or Parkinson's disease. Antidepressant medications like Prozac, Celexa and others, or drugs like ecstasy and cocaine have been reported to cause bruxism as a side effect. Abnormal alignment of upper and lower teeth (malocclusion) may contribute to teeth grinding and teeth clenching. Alcohol and stimulants such as caffeine are considered as aggravating factors for bruxism. courtesy of http://users.forthnet.gr/ath/abyss/dep1282_2.htm
Nak kata ada jaw, head and neck injury, sports pun tak main. Sleep disorders? Maybe tak ikut time sangatlah kot, boleh jadi jugak. TAK MUNGKIN PLAK ADA PARKINSON! pffft. Tu gegar je ada (hehehe, sory d), makan ubat antidepression? Nope, never ever. Minum arak? Memang tak arrrr la kan. Adoi!
So, maybe emotional stress, tension or anxiety? It could be. Maybe.
So, to anyone yang tak pernah tau gesek gigi tu apa, nanti lain kali if berpeluang, nak mintak tolong my friend rekodkan bunyinya. HAHAHAHAH!
Stay healthy people!
H
Friday, June 18, 2010
another birthday!
Another birthday wishes for another sister of mine!
The oldest sister's, Along!
"Even though you're getting a year older, that's fine. It makes you a little wiser than before. I hope that many many many years to come, all your dream came true and you get what you wished for. Be happy, positive and smile always!"
You know I love you. Xoxo.
H.
The oldest sister's, Along!
"Even though you're getting a year older, that's fine. It makes you a little wiser than before. I hope that many many many years to come, all your dream came true and you get what you wished for. Be happy, positive and smile always!"
You know I love you. Xoxo.
H.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
get rewarded!
Hamboi, nampak perkataan reward2 ni yang buat korang nak tekan2, apa ke benda la reward yang boleh korang dapat dengan senangnya. Ni bukan reward, login facebook dapat RM100, no, ini bukan cara2 hendak mendapatkan duit. Tetapi ini sangat berbeza dan bagus rewardnya!
Semestinya, semua orang pasti hendak ganjaran yang teramat lumayan kan?
Tipulah sape yang tak nak hadiah free.
I was strolling around facebook and found this, it's really informative and I wishes to share it with all the people in the world. Serious lah ni, takkan nak tipu plak kan?
Tapi kalu korang betul2 nak tau cmne nak dapat ganjaran, scroll bawah cket, okay?
BARISAN UMAT MUHAMMAD DI PADANG MAHSYAR
Barisan Pertama
Manusia tanpa tangan dan kaki
Mereka di dunia suka menyakiti hati jirannya
Barisan Kedua
Manusia berwajah khinzir/babi hitam
Mereka di dunia melalaikan sembahyang atau sembahyang tetapi masih melakukan kemungkaran.
Barisan Ketiga
Manusia seperti baghal dengan perut seperti gunung penuh dengan ular dan kala jengking
Mereka di dunia enggan mengeluarkan zakat
Barisan Keempat
Manusia mengalir darah dari mulutnya
Mereka di dunia berdusta dalam berjual beli
Barisan kelima
Seperti angin yang bertiup berbau sangat busuk
Mereka menyembunyikan kederhakaan atau maksiat kerana manusia dan mereka tidak takut kepada Allah
Barisan Keenam
Manusia yang tengkorak dan tengkuknya putus
Mereka di dunia menjadi saksi palsu, mengadakan cerita yang tidak berlaku menyebabkan orang teraniaya
Barisan Ketujuh
Manusia tanpa lidah dan keluar darah dari mulutnya
Mereka di dunia enggan memberikan kesaksian atau menyembunyikan suatu kemungkaran menyebabkan hukuman tidak dapat dijalankan
Barisan Kelapan
Manusia berjalan terbalik (kepala di bawah, kaki di atas)
Manusia di dunia melacurkan diri atau berzina tanpa bertaubat
Barisan Kesembilan
Manusia berwajah hitam dan mata serta perutnya berapi
Mereka di dunia makan harta anak yatim
Barisan Kesepuluh
Manusia bertubuh penuh dengan lipiradan blak (sejenis penyakit kulit yang sangat gatal)
Mereka di dunia menderhaka kepada orang tua
Barisan Kesebelas
Manusia yang buta matanya, giginya seperti bertanduk, bibir melebar hingga ke dada, lidah terjulur sampai ke perut dan keluar kotoran yang sangat jijik
Mereka di dunia meminum arak
Barisan Kedua Belas
Manusia berwajah berseri dan bercahaya
Mereka di dunia golongan beriman dan beramal soleh
Kita duduk di barisan mana? Renungkanlah
Madresah Haji Lodin,
Changkat Jelutong, Changkat Perak
H.
Semestinya, semua orang pasti hendak ganjaran yang teramat lumayan kan?
Tipulah sape yang tak nak hadiah free.
I was strolling around facebook and found this, it's really informative and I wishes to share it with all the people in the world. Serious lah ni, takkan nak tipu plak kan?
Tapi kalu korang betul2 nak tau cmne nak dapat ganjaran, scroll bawah cket, okay?
BARISAN UMAT MUHAMMAD DI PADANG MAHSYAR
Barisan Pertama
Manusia tanpa tangan dan kaki
Mereka di dunia suka menyakiti hati jirannya
Barisan Kedua
Manusia berwajah khinzir/babi hitam
Mereka di dunia melalaikan sembahyang atau sembahyang tetapi masih melakukan kemungkaran.
Barisan Ketiga
Manusia seperti baghal dengan perut seperti gunung penuh dengan ular dan kala jengking
Mereka di dunia enggan mengeluarkan zakat
Barisan Keempat
Manusia mengalir darah dari mulutnya
Mereka di dunia berdusta dalam berjual beli
Barisan kelima
Seperti angin yang bertiup berbau sangat busuk
Mereka menyembunyikan kederhakaan atau maksiat kerana manusia dan mereka tidak takut kepada Allah
Barisan Keenam
Manusia yang tengkorak dan tengkuknya putus
Mereka di dunia menjadi saksi palsu, mengadakan cerita yang tidak berlaku menyebabkan orang teraniaya
Barisan Ketujuh
Manusia tanpa lidah dan keluar darah dari mulutnya
Mereka di dunia enggan memberikan kesaksian atau menyembunyikan suatu kemungkaran menyebabkan hukuman tidak dapat dijalankan
Barisan Kelapan
Manusia berjalan terbalik (kepala di bawah, kaki di atas)
Manusia di dunia melacurkan diri atau berzina tanpa bertaubat
Barisan Kesembilan
Manusia berwajah hitam dan mata serta perutnya berapi
Mereka di dunia makan harta anak yatim
Barisan Kesepuluh
Manusia bertubuh penuh dengan lipiradan blak (sejenis penyakit kulit yang sangat gatal)
Mereka di dunia menderhaka kepada orang tua
Barisan Kesebelas
Manusia yang buta matanya, giginya seperti bertanduk, bibir melebar hingga ke dada, lidah terjulur sampai ke perut dan keluar kotoran yang sangat jijik
Mereka di dunia meminum arak
Barisan Kedua Belas
Manusia berwajah berseri dan bercahaya
Mereka di dunia golongan beriman dan beramal soleh
Kita duduk di barisan mana? Renungkanlah
Madresah Haji Lodin,
Changkat Jelutong, Changkat Perak
So agak2 lah, korang nak ganjaran yang mana satu eh? :) Harap2, korang aim no 12 tuh ye? Hee.
H.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Tamatnya sebuah perjalanan
Khamis yang lepas, secara sahnya, saya tamat Diploma selama 3 tahun yang berlangsung di Sarawak.
Pada mulanya, SPM saya tidaklah mebanggakan dek kerna main yang tidak sudah2. Jadi, apabila diterima masuk ke UiTM, rasa bagaikan Tuhan telah memberi satu peluang untuk menyambung belajar. There's a catch, ia berada di Sarawak.
Dahulu, sewaktu belajar di sekolah menengah, keluargaku selalu membuat lawak kalau saya jahat2, nanti kena hantar pergi Sabah / Sarawak. Ternyata kemasinan mulut mereka, aku dapat di Sarawak. Tidak ada apa2 hendak dibanggakan selain, tiketnya yang sangat mahal, tidak dapat pulang ke rumah setiap minggu, makannya tidak seperti di Semenanjung dan duitnya selalu tidak ada.
Mula2, Sarawak bagiku suram kerana keluargaku meninggalkan ku di situ dan berbulan2 selepas itu barulah dapat berjumpa (cuti sem) tetapi selepas hampir 3 tahun menetap di sana, aku sangat2 menyukai tempat tersebut dan rakan2 yang ku temui di sana. Walaupun aku tidak reti berkawan ramai2 dalam satu masa, tetapi kawan yang ku ada, cukup untuk mengembirakan hariku. Walaupun kami berbeza tempat, pendapat dan kaum, kami tetap bersama; pahit, manis, masam, cuka.
Selepas tiga tahun, aku telah graduate dari situ. Percayalah, pengalamannya tidak dapat disamakan dengan budak2 yang belajar di Semenanjung. Perasaannya lain. Tetapi kita sebagai manusia, tak mungkin mempunyai perasaan yang sama.
Wahai rakan2ku, tamatlah perjalanan kita sebagai pelajar diploma. Diharap kita belajar erti berdikari dan kehidupan di situ dan keseronokan belajar! HAHAHAHAHA.
p/s : Bahasa Baku menjadi igauan sekejap. Teringin.
H.
Pada mulanya, SPM saya tidaklah mebanggakan dek kerna main yang tidak sudah2. Jadi, apabila diterima masuk ke UiTM, rasa bagaikan Tuhan telah memberi satu peluang untuk menyambung belajar. There's a catch, ia berada di Sarawak.
Dahulu, sewaktu belajar di sekolah menengah, keluargaku selalu membuat lawak kalau saya jahat2, nanti kena hantar pergi Sabah / Sarawak. Ternyata kemasinan mulut mereka, aku dapat di Sarawak. Tidak ada apa2 hendak dibanggakan selain, tiketnya yang sangat mahal, tidak dapat pulang ke rumah setiap minggu, makannya tidak seperti di Semenanjung dan duitnya selalu tidak ada.
Mula2, Sarawak bagiku suram kerana keluargaku meninggalkan ku di situ dan berbulan2 selepas itu barulah dapat berjumpa (cuti sem) tetapi selepas hampir 3 tahun menetap di sana, aku sangat2 menyukai tempat tersebut dan rakan2 yang ku temui di sana. Walaupun aku tidak reti berkawan ramai2 dalam satu masa, tetapi kawan yang ku ada, cukup untuk mengembirakan hariku. Walaupun kami berbeza tempat, pendapat dan kaum, kami tetap bersama; pahit, manis, masam, cuka.
Selepas tiga tahun, aku telah graduate dari situ. Percayalah, pengalamannya tidak dapat disamakan dengan budak2 yang belajar di Semenanjung. Perasaannya lain. Tetapi kita sebagai manusia, tak mungkin mempunyai perasaan yang sama.
Wahai rakan2ku, tamatlah perjalanan kita sebagai pelajar diploma. Diharap kita belajar erti berdikari dan kehidupan di situ dan keseronokan belajar! HAHAHAHAHA.
p/s : Bahasa Baku menjadi igauan sekejap. Teringin.
H.
BIRTHDAY!
Today, I just want to wish;
"Happy Birthday to my sister. May your life filled with happiness, warmest & a pool of gold. Hope you'll have a great day ahead of you"
Huggggs!
H.
"Happy Birthday to my sister. May your life filled with happiness, warmest & a pool of gold. Hope you'll have a great day ahead of you"
Huggggs!
H.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
money
Today, I knew partly the truth. And yes, truth is never good, it's always dark and unhappy.
People say money can't buy happiness, money is a must. But sometimes, money destroy trust, love, respect and relationships. I don't believe money can bring us happiness, money is a nuisance, money especially paper money create problems and create foolish and selfish human. Money creates thief, liar, or never-ending problem.
Everyone around me, wishes that they would want to buy those expensive things, needs to buy this and that, and I don't know, just shopping. You work your ass out, and you spend for this one thing that will not last a lifetime, but somehow it gives people the pleasure of spending; of showing off; of pride, I guess. I don't know, you decide.
Maybe you would say, "Alah, orang tade duit and desperate or a loser je akan tulis post cmni". But I don't care, who the hell are you to call other people loser? Desperate? or whatever youngster calling each other.
I know, I dont write some funny post, some entertaining life, because that was never the purpose of living on this earth. Sometimes, people would make fun of me, laughing at whatever I had to say, but seriously, have you ever looked yourself in the mirror? Are you really enjoying yourself and wasting yourself on the reason of having fun? Have you not see the world today and what have "they've" done to us? Are you really enjoying that they're killing our brothers and sisters? And we ourselves, helps to contribute to killing our brothers and sisters?
Don't be too self-absorb. It cames back to money. Suka kan terjebak dengan kenikmatan di dunia sehingga terlupa dengan kesengsaraan dalam alam kubur? *sorry my past few blogs have been about religion things* but bukaklah mata, wake up! Orang kata, I ni taksub and everything, but I want to help my other brothers and sisters to see the bigger picture. People are full of lies.
My life is full of lies, foolishness and dissapointment.
Dont ever forget Allah SWT. Tak payah fikir tentang dosa yang kita telah lakukan, fikirkan bagaimana kita hendak menghindari yang akan datang. Sesungguhnya 99 nama Allah SWT, salah satunya adalah Maha Pengampun.
Nobody wants to be in hell, but no one is trying to reach for heaven.
More or less, jangan kerana tak nak mengambil tahu tentang agama dan membuat anda rasa takut kerana sememangnya itu semua merupakan ujian Allah SWT terhadap kita. Dan sesungguhnya, Allah SWT tidak akan menguji umatNya jikalau umatNya tidak mampu menghadapinya. Dan di saat kita ingin berputus asa itulah, Allah SWT akan kurniakan nikmat yang sangat elok.
Lastly, seriously, janganlah makan harta anak yatim piatu. That is the most the unhalal things that Allah SWT will never forgive. I will never forgive.
Even Michael Jackson's knews what money is.
H.
People say money can't buy happiness, money is a must. But sometimes, money destroy trust, love, respect and relationships. I don't believe money can bring us happiness, money is a nuisance, money especially paper money create problems and create foolish and selfish human. Money creates thief, liar, or never-ending problem.
Everyone around me, wishes that they would want to buy those expensive things, needs to buy this and that, and I don't know, just shopping. You work your ass out, and you spend for this one thing that will not last a lifetime, but somehow it gives people the pleasure of spending; of showing off; of pride, I guess. I don't know, you decide.
Maybe you would say, "Alah, orang tade duit and desperate or a loser je akan tulis post cmni". But I don't care, who the hell are you to call other people loser? Desperate? or whatever youngster calling each other.
I know, I dont write some funny post, some entertaining life, because that was never the purpose of living on this earth. Sometimes, people would make fun of me, laughing at whatever I had to say, but seriously, have you ever looked yourself in the mirror? Are you really enjoying yourself and wasting yourself on the reason of having fun? Have you not see the world today and what have "they've" done to us? Are you really enjoying that they're killing our brothers and sisters? And we ourselves, helps to contribute to killing our brothers and sisters?
Don't be too self-absorb. It cames back to money. Suka kan terjebak dengan kenikmatan di dunia sehingga terlupa dengan kesengsaraan dalam alam kubur? *sorry my past few blogs have been about religion things* but bukaklah mata, wake up! Orang kata, I ni taksub and everything, but I want to help my other brothers and sisters to see the bigger picture. People are full of lies.
My life is full of lies, foolishness and dissapointment.
Dont ever forget Allah SWT. Tak payah fikir tentang dosa yang kita telah lakukan, fikirkan bagaimana kita hendak menghindari yang akan datang. Sesungguhnya 99 nama Allah SWT, salah satunya adalah Maha Pengampun.
Nobody wants to be in hell, but no one is trying to reach for heaven.
More or less, jangan kerana tak nak mengambil tahu tentang agama dan membuat anda rasa takut kerana sememangnya itu semua merupakan ujian Allah SWT terhadap kita. Dan sesungguhnya, Allah SWT tidak akan menguji umatNya jikalau umatNya tidak mampu menghadapinya. Dan di saat kita ingin berputus asa itulah, Allah SWT akan kurniakan nikmat yang sangat elok.
Lastly, seriously, janganlah makan harta anak yatim piatu. That is the most the unhalal things that Allah SWT will never forgive. I will never forgive.
Even Michael Jackson's knews what money is.
H.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Whatever happen to the world today?
This came across from an internet site and I simply loves it;
"You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving"
and it is true, sometimes in a relationship we have to give and take. :)
anyway, I was reading through a magazine ke blog and I came across this website, I don't think I should encourage my Islam or Muslim friend but this is to open up their minds and hearts that they are actually doing this to our society/community. do we have to sit and do nothing? You decide. This is between you and Allah SWT.
http://freedomdefense.typepad.com/leave-islam/
H.
"You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving"
and it is true, sometimes in a relationship we have to give and take. :)
anyway, I was reading through a magazine ke blog and I came across this website, I don't think I should encourage my Islam or Muslim friend but this is to open up their minds and hearts that they are actually doing this to our society/community. do we have to sit and do nothing? You decide. This is between you and Allah SWT.
http://freedomdefense.typepad.com/leave-islam/
H.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Funny Things
Me : Kenapa bila kita turun, cam cepat je tapi bila naik lambat je? (Cabel Car)
Wan : Sebab bila kita naik semua pokok bagi salam and bila turun dorang dah...
Me : (looks at Aqba) See, dah cakap dah betul. Semua orang selalu gelak. T_T
Aqba : Takde siapa pun kata salah.
Hahahahahaha.
Second scene,
kitorang makan nasi (obviously pakai tangan).
On the way pergi McD, (I know its like a bad habit but... I was cleaning my nails using hujung sikat yang tajam tu) Bila da habis, tgklah kas, she was doing the same thing, using a paper!
HAHAHAHAHA. I couldn't stopped laughing! LOL
Third scene,
We was on our way to Bangunan MPM.
Me : (innocently asked) Kas, ko cakap dengan pak guard ko nak amik sijil MUET ke?
Kas : Aah, kenapa?
Me : Oh kiranya betullah ada sijil MUET sebab aku tak pena tau pun pasal sijil MUET tu.
Kas : (laughing her heart out) yang, time zuhan uat lawak selalu you tade. (so, she repeated the story to Wan)
We arrived at the MUET counter.
Kas : Abang, cmne nak amik sijil MUET? Saya dah amik MUET time 2006 cmtu.
Abang : Oh, okay, adik isi borang ni dulu nanti abang bagi penyata tu kat adik.
Kas : Tak tak, saya nak sijil MUET.
Abang : Yang penyata tuh yang official punya, pakai yang tu pun boleh.
Kas : T_T
Me : (was standing beside her and sarcastically laughing at her) hahahahahahaha. aah, mmang sijil MUET tu ada kan?
Like we said, save the best for last kan?
Location : Depan TV, UiTM Convocation Shah Alam ke-72.
Me : (was looking at the TV) kas, ni bukan lelaki tadi yang berucap ke?
Kas : Aah. Laki tadi tu.
Me : Ish, kesian dia. Tgk kas, dia masuk balik. Mesti dia boring kan?
Kas : (was laughing her heart out) Yang.. yang..
Me : (blur)
Kas : (was telling wan the story)
Me :(still not getting the point of the story)
Kas : Zuhan, tu pagi tadi punya convo.
Me : T_T
again, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
H.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Professor
First of all, I want to congratulate to my bestfriend's bf, who's graduated today. Congratulations!
Anyway, that's not the post is all about and he's not a professor. This has to do with my mother.
If you meet my mom, she's a typical mother who control all her daughters whom she loves. Anyway, she has a humor side, one I cannot deny (apart from the nagging side).
Dialog between the mother and I.
Me : (being naive) Mak, lipas kalau dia ada kelabu2 dekat badan dia, dia dah tua eh?
Mak : Entahlah hany, mak bukannya professor lipas.
Me : T_T (I cannot stop laughing, she makes joke in a way we cannot defined it).
HAHAHAHAHHA.
No matter how late these wishes are, everyday is like a "Mother's Day" to me.
So, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and I won't exchange you for anything! *muahs*
H
Anyway, that's not the post is all about and he's not a professor. This has to do with my mother.
If you meet my mom, she's a typical mother who control all her daughters whom she loves. Anyway, she has a humor side, one I cannot deny (apart from the nagging side).
Dialog between the mother and I.
Me : (being naive) Mak, lipas kalau dia ada kelabu2 dekat badan dia, dia dah tua eh?
Mak : Entahlah hany, mak bukannya professor lipas.
Me : T_T (I cannot stop laughing, she makes joke in a way we cannot defined it).
HAHAHAHAHHA.
No matter how late these wishes are, everyday is like a "Mother's Day" to me.
So, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and I won't exchange you for anything! *muahs*
H
Death
Do you regret if the person you love died before you had the chance to say that you love them?
The person that you knew all your life died without you knowing?
or the person you spend most of your life with but you had a fight and promise never to say a word or to meet, died?
How does that made you feel? Happy? Sad? Torn?
Sadly, most of our lives, we talked bad things about someone, curse a lot etc. without us knowing it. Sometimes, I do think of people I used to care for, the people I spent most of my life with or my family, died. How would I react? Do I felt happy?
This year teaches me to feel good about myself, to understand the purpose of living in this world. Seriously, wake up. The near has coming to an end, and Muslim are doing things that will destroy them. Remember Allah S.W.T. Repent as soon as possible, 2012 may not be the end (because we cannot predict the hereafter), but something will happen on the day itself.
We just do not know what. I'm not talking from experience, but we as Muslim have to remind each other. Insyallah, no matter what you do, Allah S.W.T. will definitely help you.
Are you ready to berjihad?
Death is just another phase of life, and seriously, do you willing to do bad on this world and feel the consequences in the "kubur" where we as a human couldn't move and be questioned the questions that maybe we cannot answer? Think about it.
Allahu' akbar. Assalamualaikum.
H.
The person that you knew all your life died without you knowing?
or the person you spend most of your life with but you had a fight and promise never to say a word or to meet, died?
How does that made you feel? Happy? Sad? Torn?
Sadly, most of our lives, we talked bad things about someone, curse a lot etc. without us knowing it. Sometimes, I do think of people I used to care for, the people I spent most of my life with or my family, died. How would I react? Do I felt happy?
This year teaches me to feel good about myself, to understand the purpose of living in this world. Seriously, wake up. The near has coming to an end, and Muslim are doing things that will destroy them. Remember Allah S.W.T. Repent as soon as possible, 2012 may not be the end (because we cannot predict the hereafter), but something will happen on the day itself.
We just do not know what. I'm not talking from experience, but we as Muslim have to remind each other. Insyallah, no matter what you do, Allah S.W.T. will definitely help you.
Are you ready to berjihad?
Death is just another phase of life, and seriously, do you willing to do bad on this world and feel the consequences in the "kubur" where we as a human couldn't move and be questioned the questions that maybe we cannot answer? Think about it.
Allahu' akbar. Assalamualaikum.
H.
Friday, May 14, 2010
Memorable May
It's seems that I'm a bit late with the "Happy Graduation" shout out!
Here goes;
"Happy Graduation to all 2007 graduates, and it has been a wonderful journey, especially my closest friends, no matter what happened; a matter of life and death, we've made it through. We've known each other too well to begin with, and so hopes that this will never end here, until the day we die. Surprisingly, even you knew me as this snobbish girl, you've never know how much I needed every each person Ive made contact with, and it has been a great pleasure knowing you guys. Thanks a lot, and goodluck in your life as well as mine".
Song Playing at this moment; The Script - Breakeven
Behind these four walls teaches me how to be a better person; makes me understand what the whole world idea; and some serious issues about people and the world.
University teaches me that not everything comes easily like we're in high school, where we can be bitches and talks rubbish aka boys, entertainment, or maybe gossips! It teaches me to be independent (I'm the youngest and a bit insecure about myself) and growing up without not much of girlfriends makes im more vulnerable to the environment around me. But, on second thought, I turned out to be fine, Alhamdulilah I befriended to the right set of friends, I guess, God has answered my prayers, Syukur.
Unfortunately, after these 3 years of journey, Allah S.W.T. has set His own tests upon me and yes, I accepted it with open hands and I was kinda feel uneasy by making other people concerned about me. The truth is, I'm a very strong girl and I like it that way.
When I'm sick, I wasn't the kind of person who loves to take advantage of other people, unless it is necessary. I don't prefer to ask anyone else for help, if I think I can managed it on my own. Sometimes, in this world, you have to know how to take of yourself. You is your own priority. I don't trust anyone in taking care of me, except myself or my family. Because to me, no matter whatever you label your friends, they someday might end up hurting you. You cannot expect anyone to sacrifice anything for you. The world doesn't work that way, Human doesn't work that way.
Human can be deceiving and human loves to take advantage of others especially the vulnerable one. I don't mind people telling me i'm the "katak di bawah tempurung" and yeah, I admit, sometimes I'm like that, but buat apa, kalau kita melepak tapi hanya menambah dosa, let me, do my own sins with my own actions other than hearing or saying about other people who might even don't even know I'm exist. I don't mind.
Then, friendship. When times gets rough, that's when friendship get tested. What are your own friendship definition really means? Getting together with someone whom possess the same thinking, the way speaking and initiate a lot of cursing? Yes, that may what we called a friendship. A friendship that I seems yet to be bound to. People actually don't enjoy being my friend, because I don't curse, I love to be on my own, and I enjoy watching movie. I don't like to hear people whining because personally, I'm a whiner, and to me, it is enough to have one whiner at a time. But sometimes, to live in this world, we need everybody, and everybody is a community of this world. And yeah, sometimes I have to deal with, whether we like it or not. But the truth is, sometimes friends can also take advantage of yourself and you just have to be beware. Kan? Does anyone agree with this statement? I do. And you know you do.
Disease. My Diploma ended with a drama. A very nerve-wrecking drama. I was diagnosed of positive H1N1. I sure hope you know what is H1n1 because if you're not familiar with these disease, you probably from other planet. Seriously. Okay, it started when I was cleaning my room, alone because the college from where I was staying trying to kick us out from our room, because they wanted to put other student on our block, and yeah, they put outside student priority rather than us, the 3 years student of UiTM. Really magnificent kan? Anyway, that wasn't a problem at first, I don't mind actually. So, my roomate and I have decided when to clean our room, at first, we decided to clean our room, night of 9th May. The last day of our paper, but it turns out that we have to get out of the room early.
So yeah, I started my cleaning routine which was cleaning the windows (seriously, I love to clean the windows, it gives me pleasure to see the end work of mine; shiny bright windows), then, I clean my roomate shelf, desks, our room floor and mop it out. IT was indeed a very tidy room but it was the pleasure of having a clean nice room, even it was for someone's else enjoyment. Okay, afterwards, I headed out with Ana, Syiq and Shark for a session of relaxing which consists of watching movie; Ironman 2. It wasn't as fantastic as I imagined it to be, it was breathe-taking experience. So, we ate Ayam Penyet because I was practically terbayang-bayang and yeah, I was happy.
That night, I started to feel the heat, and I was wearing my monkey green sweater, with long track-bottom and selubungkan diri with the selimut. I think my temperature was up until 40 degree Celsius. So, the next day, I went to see the doctor and the doctor said, I was having an illness which is likely, h1n1. And had to be quarantined. Sheeda's also feeling the same, and she was the first to have the same simptons, because, like me, she was cleaning her room, the night before. So, ended we're both had to be quarantined.
So does when our last paper of diploma, mine was MKT361, Principles and Practice of Selling and her's was ECM something (she's taking civil engineering and I'm not very familiar with their paper). So, we took our paper in the Bilik Rekod Pelajar and that room gives me the creeps. Seriously. End up, we're headed back, relaxing while other kids jumping around, saying goodbye to Uitm and headed home. I have to stayed here until 20th May because I wanted to attend MEDEC; an entrepreneurship course handled by UiTM. Which is Free of Charge. Okay due to our illness, Syiqqin, had convinced the college people that we are infected with the disease and they decided to let us stayed in our room until 20th May which was splendid!
Then, after that day, Sheeda told me, that I'm experiencing halucinations which actually, it is very suttle. The first night, I felt someone was tapping on my tights in the middle of the night, on the second night, I hear someone was tapping on my window and a day after, I hear someone was knocking on my door (I was staying alone in the room). So, Ive decided to go and see an old friend of mine, Amy and Rehan. This two, was my first ever roomate. They're both are Sarawakian. I don't have anything against Sarawakian but these two girls are the only ones that I'm comfortable with. They accepted me as the way I am, not being to talk in Sarawak. HAHAHA! Loves you both.
We all sleeps on the same bed, share the same comforter and breathe the same air. The 3rd day I was there, the medical officer told me, that I'm a confirm H1n1 positive. And seriously, the way he delivers the news, as if I was, HIV positive. and i'm not being rude, but it's a nerve-wrecking experience. From having the time of your life, to having this burden on your shoulder where you think, you're going to die. I didn't want to upset my mother, so, I told her I was alright. Which I did not do that, It's hard to be lying especially to my mother which I have bad experience with (the lies), so, she was alaaaaa, what she does the best, being a mother who very worried for her little daughter (which is not so little anymore). I assured her that I was ok, and I was only coughing and the test was not real.
Amy, Rehan and Awang (Amy's Bf) was on their way to the General Hospital, and Rehan called me and said, "Weyh, ko bukan orang H1n1 sebab kalau H1n1, dia kena masuk hospital and kena kuarantin. And orang tu gelak2 dekat aku". I was like WTF is she talking about? And yeah, that does make sense, rilek aje orang2 kat sini treat orang H1n1 kan? Seriously, It wasn't more than what we called ILI (Influenze Likeness Illness) which Rehan had told me earlier yesterday. Okay, the next day, I went to see the doctor and you know what the doctor said?
Doc : Salmi, awak dah rasa sehat ke?
Salmi : Dah doktor, cuma batuk2 cket.
Doc : (sambil amik temperature) okay.
Salmi : Sok saya boleh pergi MEDEC tak?
Doc : Pukul brp MEDEC awak? (sambil menulis temperature which was 37.3)
Salmi : Petang saya rasa.
Doc : Okay, sebelum awak pegi MEDEC, datang jumpa saya, and awak dah bole bukak mask awak esok.
Salmi : T_T *terpinga2, budak baru ken diagnosed H1n1, da kena kuar*
Seriously, Diploma has a very weird way to ended and It was indeed a nice thing to be remembered. To all my friends and family, sorry to give a scare. Jom jaga kebersihan diri dan jauhi H1n1! :))
That's all folks. Remind me to update my blog.
H.
(ps : 311 - Love Song is ringing on my mind.)
Here goes;
"Happy Graduation to all 2007 graduates, and it has been a wonderful journey, especially my closest friends, no matter what happened; a matter of life and death, we've made it through. We've known each other too well to begin with, and so hopes that this will never end here, until the day we die. Surprisingly, even you knew me as this snobbish girl, you've never know how much I needed every each person Ive made contact with, and it has been a great pleasure knowing you guys. Thanks a lot, and goodluck in your life as well as mine".
Song Playing at this moment; The Script - Breakeven
Behind these four walls teaches me how to be a better person; makes me understand what the whole world idea; and some serious issues about people and the world.
University teaches me that not everything comes easily like we're in high school, where we can be bitches and talks rubbish aka boys, entertainment, or maybe gossips! It teaches me to be independent (I'm the youngest and a bit insecure about myself) and growing up without not much of girlfriends makes im more vulnerable to the environment around me. But, on second thought, I turned out to be fine, Alhamdulilah I befriended to the right set of friends, I guess, God has answered my prayers, Syukur.
Unfortunately, after these 3 years of journey, Allah S.W.T. has set His own tests upon me and yes, I accepted it with open hands and I was kinda feel uneasy by making other people concerned about me. The truth is, I'm a very strong girl and I like it that way.
When I'm sick, I wasn't the kind of person who loves to take advantage of other people, unless it is necessary. I don't prefer to ask anyone else for help, if I think I can managed it on my own. Sometimes, in this world, you have to know how to take of yourself. You is your own priority. I don't trust anyone in taking care of me, except myself or my family. Because to me, no matter whatever you label your friends, they someday might end up hurting you. You cannot expect anyone to sacrifice anything for you. The world doesn't work that way, Human doesn't work that way.
Human can be deceiving and human loves to take advantage of others especially the vulnerable one. I don't mind people telling me i'm the "katak di bawah tempurung" and yeah, I admit, sometimes I'm like that, but buat apa, kalau kita melepak tapi hanya menambah dosa, let me, do my own sins with my own actions other than hearing or saying about other people who might even don't even know I'm exist. I don't mind.
Then, friendship. When times gets rough, that's when friendship get tested. What are your own friendship definition really means? Getting together with someone whom possess the same thinking, the way speaking and initiate a lot of cursing? Yes, that may what we called a friendship. A friendship that I seems yet to be bound to. People actually don't enjoy being my friend, because I don't curse, I love to be on my own, and I enjoy watching movie. I don't like to hear people whining because personally, I'm a whiner, and to me, it is enough to have one whiner at a time. But sometimes, to live in this world, we need everybody, and everybody is a community of this world. And yeah, sometimes I have to deal with, whether we like it or not. But the truth is, sometimes friends can also take advantage of yourself and you just have to be beware. Kan? Does anyone agree with this statement? I do. And you know you do.
Disease. My Diploma ended with a drama. A very nerve-wrecking drama. I was diagnosed of positive H1N1. I sure hope you know what is H1n1 because if you're not familiar with these disease, you probably from other planet. Seriously. Okay, it started when I was cleaning my room, alone because the college from where I was staying trying to kick us out from our room, because they wanted to put other student on our block, and yeah, they put outside student priority rather than us, the 3 years student of UiTM. Really magnificent kan? Anyway, that wasn't a problem at first, I don't mind actually. So, my roomate and I have decided when to clean our room, at first, we decided to clean our room, night of 9th May. The last day of our paper, but it turns out that we have to get out of the room early.
So yeah, I started my cleaning routine which was cleaning the windows (seriously, I love to clean the windows, it gives me pleasure to see the end work of mine; shiny bright windows), then, I clean my roomate shelf, desks, our room floor and mop it out. IT was indeed a very tidy room but it was the pleasure of having a clean nice room, even it was for someone's else enjoyment. Okay, afterwards, I headed out with Ana, Syiq and Shark for a session of relaxing which consists of watching movie; Ironman 2. It wasn't as fantastic as I imagined it to be, it was breathe-taking experience. So, we ate Ayam Penyet because I was practically terbayang-bayang and yeah, I was happy.
That night, I started to feel the heat, and I was wearing my monkey green sweater, with long track-bottom and selubungkan diri with the selimut. I think my temperature was up until 40 degree Celsius. So, the next day, I went to see the doctor and the doctor said, I was having an illness which is likely, h1n1. And had to be quarantined. Sheeda's also feeling the same, and she was the first to have the same simptons, because, like me, she was cleaning her room, the night before. So, ended we're both had to be quarantined.
So does when our last paper of diploma, mine was MKT361, Principles and Practice of Selling and her's was ECM something (she's taking civil engineering and I'm not very familiar with their paper). So, we took our paper in the Bilik Rekod Pelajar and that room gives me the creeps. Seriously. End up, we're headed back, relaxing while other kids jumping around, saying goodbye to Uitm and headed home. I have to stayed here until 20th May because I wanted to attend MEDEC; an entrepreneurship course handled by UiTM. Which is Free of Charge. Okay due to our illness, Syiqqin, had convinced the college people that we are infected with the disease and they decided to let us stayed in our room until 20th May which was splendid!
Then, after that day, Sheeda told me, that I'm experiencing halucinations which actually, it is very suttle. The first night, I felt someone was tapping on my tights in the middle of the night, on the second night, I hear someone was tapping on my window and a day after, I hear someone was knocking on my door (I was staying alone in the room). So, Ive decided to go and see an old friend of mine, Amy and Rehan. This two, was my first ever roomate. They're both are Sarawakian. I don't have anything against Sarawakian but these two girls are the only ones that I'm comfortable with. They accepted me as the way I am, not being to talk in Sarawak. HAHAHA! Loves you both.
We all sleeps on the same bed, share the same comforter and breathe the same air. The 3rd day I was there, the medical officer told me, that I'm a confirm H1n1 positive. And seriously, the way he delivers the news, as if I was, HIV positive. and i'm not being rude, but it's a nerve-wrecking experience. From having the time of your life, to having this burden on your shoulder where you think, you're going to die. I didn't want to upset my mother, so, I told her I was alright. Which I did not do that, It's hard to be lying especially to my mother which I have bad experience with (the lies), so, she was alaaaaa, what she does the best, being a mother who very worried for her little daughter (which is not so little anymore). I assured her that I was ok, and I was only coughing and the test was not real.
Amy, Rehan and Awang (Amy's Bf) was on their way to the General Hospital, and Rehan called me and said, "Weyh, ko bukan orang H1n1 sebab kalau H1n1, dia kena masuk hospital and kena kuarantin. And orang tu gelak2 dekat aku". I was like WTF is she talking about? And yeah, that does make sense, rilek aje orang2 kat sini treat orang H1n1 kan? Seriously, It wasn't more than what we called ILI (Influenze Likeness Illness) which Rehan had told me earlier yesterday. Okay, the next day, I went to see the doctor and you know what the doctor said?
Doc : Salmi, awak dah rasa sehat ke?
Salmi : Dah doktor, cuma batuk2 cket.
Doc : (sambil amik temperature) okay.
Salmi : Sok saya boleh pergi MEDEC tak?
Doc : Pukul brp MEDEC awak? (sambil menulis temperature which was 37.3)
Salmi : Petang saya rasa.
Doc : Okay, sebelum awak pegi MEDEC, datang jumpa saya, and awak dah bole bukak mask awak esok.
Salmi : T_T *terpinga2, budak baru ken diagnosed H1n1, da kena kuar*
Seriously, Diploma has a very weird way to ended and It was indeed a nice thing to be remembered. To all my friends and family, sorry to give a scare. Jom jaga kebersihan diri dan jauhi H1n1! :))
That's all folks. Remind me to update my blog.
H.
(ps : 311 - Love Song is ringing on my mind.)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
muhasabah diri
Mood : Religious
I may be not the best person to talked about this topic but it seems that I have to tell somebody about this.
This semester seriously taught me how to grow up, and think outside of a box.
Have you ever watched "The Arrival"? or "Age of Dajjal" at Youtube?
NEVER? So does I, a few months back.
After I watched this religious and waking up from a deep sleep, literally, I have been traumatized with the end of the world thingy. Seems as if, I don't have enough time to go through an internal life in the hereafter. Yes, it sucks to know about it, but its even sucker you didn't wake up and not knowing that you're never going have to chance to repent and to get ready for the life hereafter.
I used to love what we called an "entertainment" but nowadays, I couldn't care less. Because all of this is a medium to makes us forget what are actually our purpose on earth and most importantly, forgets to remember our creator, "Allah SWT".
Ask yourself this, do you know how to pray? or how to berzikir? or maybe how to be nice instead of shouting here, cursing from time to time or maybe just maybe, talk about how you want to improve yourself for your creator?
Are you ready for the life hereafter? Apparently, most of human on earth knows about the Judgment Day but decided to put on hold because everybody hope that it won't arrived anytime some, and decided to repent only on their 50's. Seriously, there's no time left, repent now. Please wake up my friends, the end of the world is near.
Life isn't that long to enjoy, you have to sacrifice in this world to enjoy the hereafter.
This two series really open my eyes, thoughts and hearts which was infiltrated by the entertainment industry. And now, I have woken up.
Some may said that im like a crazy lunatic or even "taksub". But, nobody have the right to say that because I don't care, what I care now, is how to improve myself to the hereafter.
Seriously, if you don't know how, start with baby steps, by reciting "Al-Quran" and "As-Sunnah". Then, Insyallah, you will find your way to Allah S.W.T.
Somebody told me, how is ever Allah S.W.T. going to recognize you and fulfil your prayer if you never even remember Him regardless occasion, meaning when you happy plus when you sad. Not when you couldn't do something, only then you want to ask for help and forgiveness. Or even, how would you know, who is Prophet Isa (pbuh) or Dajjal? Aren't you feel scared that you might mistaken Dajjal for Prophet Isa (pbuh)? Well, I do.
"1 out of 1000 people will go to heaven, the other 999 people, will go to hell"
Which out of 1000 people would you want to become?
Sincerly,
H.
I may be not the best person to talked about this topic but it seems that I have to tell somebody about this.
This semester seriously taught me how to grow up, and think outside of a box.
Have you ever watched "The Arrival"? or "Age of Dajjal" at Youtube?
NEVER? So does I, a few months back.
After I watched this religious and waking up from a deep sleep, literally, I have been traumatized with the end of the world thingy. Seems as if, I don't have enough time to go through an internal life in the hereafter. Yes, it sucks to know about it, but its even sucker you didn't wake up and not knowing that you're never going have to chance to repent and to get ready for the life hereafter.
I used to love what we called an "entertainment" but nowadays, I couldn't care less. Because all of this is a medium to makes us forget what are actually our purpose on earth and most importantly, forgets to remember our creator, "Allah SWT".
Ask yourself this, do you know how to pray? or how to berzikir? or maybe how to be nice instead of shouting here, cursing from time to time or maybe just maybe, talk about how you want to improve yourself for your creator?
Are you ready for the life hereafter? Apparently, most of human on earth knows about the Judgment Day but decided to put on hold because everybody hope that it won't arrived anytime some, and decided to repent only on their 50's. Seriously, there's no time left, repent now. Please wake up my friends, the end of the world is near.
Life isn't that long to enjoy, you have to sacrifice in this world to enjoy the hereafter.
This two series really open my eyes, thoughts and hearts which was infiltrated by the entertainment industry. And now, I have woken up.
Some may said that im like a crazy lunatic or even "taksub". But, nobody have the right to say that because I don't care, what I care now, is how to improve myself to the hereafter.
Seriously, if you don't know how, start with baby steps, by reciting "Al-Quran" and "As-Sunnah". Then, Insyallah, you will find your way to Allah S.W.T.
Somebody told me, how is ever Allah S.W.T. going to recognize you and fulfil your prayer if you never even remember Him regardless occasion, meaning when you happy plus when you sad. Not when you couldn't do something, only then you want to ask for help and forgiveness. Or even, how would you know, who is Prophet Isa (pbuh) or Dajjal? Aren't you feel scared that you might mistaken Dajjal for Prophet Isa (pbuh)? Well, I do.
"1 out of 1000 people will go to heaven, the other 999 people, will go to hell"
Which out of 1000 people would you want to become?
Sincerly,
H.
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