Sunday, May 30, 2010

Whatever happen to the world today?

This came across from an internet site and I simply loves it;

"You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving"

and it is true, sometimes in a relationship we have to give and take. :)

anyway, I was reading through a magazine ke blog and I came across this website, I don't think I should encourage my Islam or Muslim friend but this is to open up their minds and hearts that they are actually doing this to our society/community. do we have to sit and do nothing? You decide. This is between you and Allah SWT.

http://freedomdefense.typepad.com/leave-islam/

H.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Funny Things

Me : Kenapa bila kita turun, cam cepat je tapi bila naik lambat je? (Cabel Car)
Wan : Sebab bila kita naik semua pokok bagi salam and bila turun dorang dah...
Me : (looks at Aqba) See, dah cakap dah betul. Semua orang selalu gelak. T_T
Aqba : Takde siapa pun kata salah. 

Hahahahahaha.

Second scene, 
kitorang makan nasi (obviously pakai tangan).
On the way pergi McD, (I know its like a bad habit but... I was cleaning my nails using hujung sikat yang tajam tu) Bila da habis, tgklah kas, she was doing the same thing, using a paper! 

HAHAHAHAHA. I couldn't stopped laughing! LOL

Third scene,
We was on our way to Bangunan MPM.
Me : (innocently asked) Kas, ko cakap dengan pak guard ko nak amik sijil MUET ke?
Kas : Aah, kenapa?
Me : Oh kiranya betullah ada sijil MUET sebab aku tak pena tau pun pasal sijil MUET tu.
Kas : (laughing her heart out) yang, time zuhan uat lawak selalu you tade. (so, she repeated the story to Wan)

We arrived at the MUET counter.
Kas : Abang, cmne nak amik sijil MUET? Saya dah amik MUET time 2006 cmtu.
Abang : Oh, okay, adik isi borang ni dulu nanti abang bagi penyata tu kat adik.
Kas : Tak tak, saya nak sijil MUET.
Abang : Yang penyata tuh yang official punya, pakai yang tu pun boleh.
Kas : T_T
Me : (was standing beside her and sarcastically laughing at her) hahahahahahaha. aah, mmang sijil MUET tu ada kan?

Like we said, save the best for last kan?
Location : Depan TV, UiTM Convocation Shah Alam ke-72.
Me : (was looking at the TV) kas, ni bukan lelaki tadi yang berucap ke?
Kas : Aah. Laki tadi tu.
Me : Ish, kesian dia. Tgk kas, dia masuk balik. Mesti dia boring kan?
Kas : (was laughing her heart out) Yang.. yang..
Me : (blur)
Kas : (was telling wan the story)
Me :(still not getting the point of the story)
Kas : Zuhan, tu pagi tadi punya convo.
Me : T_T

again, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

H.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Professor

First of all, I want to congratulate to my bestfriend's bf, who's graduated today. Congratulations!

Anyway, that's not the post is all about and he's not a professor. This has to do with my mother.

If you meet my mom, she's a typical mother who control all her daughters whom she loves. Anyway, she has a humor side, one I cannot deny (apart from the nagging side).

Dialog between the mother and I.

Me : (being naive) Mak, lipas kalau dia ada kelabu2 dekat badan dia, dia dah tua eh?
Mak : Entahlah hany, mak bukannya professor lipas.
Me : T_T (I cannot stop laughing, she makes joke in a way we cannot defined it).

HAHAHAHAHHA. 

No matter how late these wishes are, everyday is like a "Mother's Day" to me.

So, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY and I won't exchange you for anything! *muahs*

H

Death

Do you regret if the person you love died before you had the chance to say that you love them?

The person that you knew all your life died without you knowing?

or the person you spend most of your life with but you had a fight and promise never to say a word or to meet, died?

How does that made you feel? Happy? Sad? Torn?

Sadly, most of our lives, we talked bad things about someone, curse a lot etc. without us knowing it. Sometimes, I do think of people I used to care for, the people I spent most of my life with or my family, died. How would I react? Do I felt happy? 

This year teaches me to feel good about myself, to understand the purpose of living in this world. Seriously, wake up. The near has coming to an end, and Muslim are doing things that will destroy them. Remember Allah S.W.T. Repent as soon as possible, 2012 may not be the end (because we cannot predict the hereafter), but something will happen on the day itself.


We just do not know what. I'm not talking from experience, but we as Muslim have to remind each other. Insyallah, no matter what you do, Allah S.W.T. will definitely help you. 


Are you ready to berjihad? 


Death is just another phase of life, and seriously, do you willing to do bad on this world and feel the consequences in the "kubur" where we as a human couldn't move and be questioned the questions that maybe we cannot answer? Think about it.


Allahu' akbar. Assalamualaikum.


H.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Memorable May

It's seems that I'm a bit late with the "Happy Graduation" shout out!

Here goes;

"Happy Graduation to all 2007 graduates, and it has been a wonderful journey, especially my closest friends, no matter what happened; a matter of life and death, we've made it through. We've known each other too well to begin with, and so hopes that this will never end here, until the day we die. Surprisingly, even you knew me as this snobbish girl, you've never know how much I needed every each person Ive made contact with, and it has been a great pleasure knowing you guys. Thanks a lot, and goodluck in your life as well as mine".

Song Playing at this moment; The Script - Breakeven

Behind these four walls teaches me how to be a better person; makes me understand what the whole world idea; and some serious issues about people and the world.

University teaches me that not everything comes easily like we're in high school, where we can be bitches and talks rubbish aka boys, entertainment, or maybe gossips! It teaches me to be independent (I'm the youngest and a bit insecure about myself) and growing up without not much of girlfriends makes im more vulnerable to the environment around me. But, on second thought, I turned out to be fine, Alhamdulilah I befriended to the right set of friends, I guess, God has answered my prayers, Syukur.

Unfortunately, after these 3 years of journey, Allah S.W.T. has set His own tests upon me and yes, I accepted it with open hands and I was kinda feel uneasy by making other people concerned about me. The truth is, I'm a very strong girl and I like it that way.  

When I'm sick, I wasn't the kind of person who loves to take advantage of other people, unless it is necessary. I don't prefer to ask anyone else for help, if I think I can managed it on my own. Sometimes, in this world, you have to know how to take of yourself. You is your own priority. I don't trust anyone in taking care of me, except myself or my family. Because to me, no matter whatever you label your friends, they someday might end up hurting you. You cannot expect anyone to sacrifice anything for you. The world doesn't work that way, Human doesn't work that way.

Human can be deceiving and human loves to take advantage of others especially the vulnerable one. I don't mind people telling me i'm the "katak di bawah tempurung" and yeah, I admit, sometimes I'm like that, but buat apa, kalau kita melepak tapi hanya menambah dosa, let me, do my own sins with my own actions other than hearing or saying about other people who might even don't even know I'm exist. I don't mind.

Then, friendship. When times gets rough, that's when friendship get tested. What are your own friendship definition really means? Getting together with someone whom possess the same thinking, the way speaking and initiate a lot of cursing? Yes, that may what we called a friendship. A friendship that I seems yet to be bound to. People actually don't enjoy being my friend, because I don't curse, I love to be on my own, and I enjoy watching movie. I don't like to hear people whining because personally, I'm a whiner, and to me, it is enough to have one whiner at a time. But sometimes, to live in this world, we need everybody, and everybody is a community of this world. And yeah, sometimes I have to deal with, whether we like it or not. But the truth is, sometimes friends can also take advantage of yourself and you just have to be beware. Kan? Does anyone agree with this statement? I do. And you know you do.


Disease. My Diploma ended with a drama. A very nerve-wrecking drama. I was diagnosed of positive H1N1. I sure hope you know what is H1n1 because if you're not familiar with these disease, you probably from other planet. Seriously. Okay, it started when I was cleaning my room, alone because the college from where I was staying trying to kick us out from our room, because they wanted to put other student on our block, and yeah, they put outside student priority rather than us, the 3 years student of UiTM. Really magnificent kan? Anyway, that wasn't a problem at first, I don't mind actually. So, my roomate and I have decided when to clean our room, at first, we decided to clean our room, night of 9th May. The last day of our paper, but it turns out that we have to get out of the room early. 


So yeah, I started my cleaning routine which was cleaning the windows (seriously, I love to clean the windows, it gives me pleasure to see the end work of mine; shiny bright windows), then, I clean my roomate shelf, desks, our room floor and mop it out. IT was indeed a very tidy room but it was the pleasure of having a clean nice room, even it was for someone's else enjoyment. Okay, afterwards, I headed out with Ana, Syiq and Shark for a session of relaxing which consists of watching movie; Ironman 2. It wasn't as fantastic as I imagined it to be, it was breathe-taking experience. So, we ate Ayam Penyet because I was practically terbayang-bayang and yeah, I was happy.


That night, I started to feel the heat, and I was wearing my monkey green sweater, with long track-bottom and selubungkan diri with the selimut. I think my temperature was up until 40 degree Celsius. So, the next day, I went to see the doctor and the doctor said, I was having an illness which is likely, h1n1. And had to be quarantined. Sheeda's also feeling the same, and she was the first to have the same simptons, because, like me, she was cleaning her room, the night before. So, ended we're both had to be quarantined.


So does when our last paper of diploma, mine was MKT361, Principles and Practice of Selling and her's was ECM something (she's taking civil engineering and I'm not very familiar with their paper). So, we took our paper in the Bilik Rekod Pelajar and that room gives me the creeps. Seriously. End up, we're headed back, relaxing while other kids jumping around, saying goodbye to Uitm and headed home. I have to stayed here until 20th May because I wanted to attend MEDEC; an entrepreneurship course handled by UiTM. Which is Free of Charge. Okay due to our illness, Syiqqin, had convinced the college people that we are infected with the disease and they decided to let us stayed in our room until 20th May which was splendid! 


Then, after that day, Sheeda told me, that I'm experiencing halucinations which actually, it is very suttle. The first night, I felt someone was tapping on my tights in the middle of the night, on the second night, I hear someone was tapping on my window and a day after, I hear someone was knocking on my door (I was staying alone in the room). So, Ive decided to go and see an old friend of mine, Amy and Rehan. This two, was my first ever roomate. They're both are Sarawakian. I don't have anything against Sarawakian but these two girls are the only ones that I'm comfortable with. They accepted me as the way I am, not being to talk in Sarawak. HAHAHA! Loves you both.


We all sleeps on the same bed, share the same comforter and breathe the same air. The 3rd day I was there, the medical officer told me, that I'm a confirm H1n1 positive. And seriously, the way he delivers the news, as if I was, HIV positive. and i'm not being rude, but it's a nerve-wrecking experience. From having the time of your life, to having this burden on your shoulder where you think, you're going to die. I didn't want to upset my mother, so, I told her I was alright. Which I did not do that, It's hard to be lying especially to my mother which I have bad experience with (the lies), so, she was alaaaaa, what she does the best, being a mother who very worried for her little daughter (which is not so little anymore). I assured her that I was ok, and I was only coughing and the test was not real. 


Amy, Rehan and Awang (Amy's Bf) was on their way to the General Hospital, and Rehan called me and said, "Weyh, ko bukan orang H1n1 sebab kalau H1n1, dia kena masuk hospital and kena kuarantin. And orang tu gelak2 dekat aku". I was like WTF is she talking about? And yeah, that does make sense, rilek aje orang2 kat sini treat orang H1n1 kan? Seriously, It wasn't more than what we called ILI (Influenze Likeness Illness) which Rehan had told me earlier yesterday. Okay, the next day, I went to see the doctor and you know what the doctor said?


Doc : Salmi, awak dah rasa sehat ke?
Salmi : Dah doktor, cuma batuk2 cket.
Doc : (sambil amik temperature) okay.
Salmi : Sok saya boleh pergi MEDEC tak?
Doc : Pukul brp MEDEC awak? (sambil menulis temperature which was 37.3)
Salmi : Petang saya rasa.
Doc : Okay, sebelum awak pegi MEDEC, datang jumpa saya, and awak dah bole bukak mask awak esok.
Salmi : T_T *terpinga2, budak baru ken diagnosed H1n1, da kena kuar*


Seriously, Diploma has a very weird way to ended and It was indeed a nice thing to be remembered. To all my friends and family, sorry to give a scare. Jom jaga kebersihan diri dan jauhi H1n1! :))


That's all folks. Remind me to update my blog.


H.


(ps : 311 - Love Song is ringing on my mind.)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

muhasabah diri

Mood : Religious

I may be not the best person to talked about this topic but it seems that I have to tell somebody about this.

This semester seriously taught me how to grow up, and think outside of a box. 

Have you ever watched "The Arrival"? or "Age of Dajjal" at Youtube?

NEVER? So does I, a few months back.

After I watched this religious and waking up from a deep sleep, literally, I have been traumatized with the end of the world thingy. Seems as if, I don't have enough time to go through an internal life in the hereafter. Yes, it sucks to know about it, but its even sucker you didn't wake up and not knowing that you're never going have to chance to repent and to get ready for the life hereafter.


I used to love what we called an "entertainment" but nowadays, I couldn't care less. Because all of this is a medium to makes us forget what are actually our purpose on earth and most importantly, forgets to remember our creator, "Allah SWT".


Ask yourself this, do you know how to pray? or how to berzikir? or maybe how to be nice instead of shouting here, cursing from time to time or maybe just maybe, talk about how you want to improve yourself for your creator?


Are you ready for the life hereafter? Apparently, most of human on earth knows about the Judgment Day but decided to put on hold because everybody hope that it won't arrived anytime some, and decided to repent only on their 50's. Seriously, there's no time left, repent now. Please wake up my friends, the end of the world is near.


Life isn't that long to enjoy, you have to sacrifice in this world to enjoy the hereafter. 


This two series really open my eyes, thoughts and hearts which was infiltrated by the entertainment industry. And now, I have woken up. 

Some may said that im like a crazy lunatic or even "taksub". But, nobody have the right to say that because I don't care, what I care now, is how to improve myself to the hereafter.


Seriously, if you don't know how, start with baby steps, by reciting "Al-Quran" and "As-Sunnah". Then, Insyallah, you will find your way to Allah S.W.T.


Somebody told me, how is ever Allah S.W.T. going to recognize you and fulfil your prayer if you never even remember Him regardless occasion, meaning when you happy plus when you sad. Not when you couldn't do something, only then you want to ask for help and forgiveness. Or even, how would you know, who is Prophet Isa (pbuh) or Dajjal? Aren't you feel scared that you might mistaken Dajjal for Prophet Isa (pbuh)? Well, I do.

"1 out of 1000 people will go to heaven, the other 999 people, will go to hell"

Which out of 1000 people would you want to become?

Sincerly,
H.
 
 

Serving;