walk me home, please?

I love mandy moore and I have the desire to be her. SO NOT! :)

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bunny

I was having lunch with my family; along excluded sebab dia kuar pegi some things for her tuuuut! Anyway, me, mak and angah was talking about random things.

Tah borak punya borak, terkeluar cerita apa tah when suddenly, i remember I used to have this pink bunny with long ears.

And somehow, I wanted that pink bunny and kat Malaysia I dont think ada jual lagi sebab my bought it for me when I was 4/5 years old and Hani heret bunny tu (by the ear) ke mana2, and my mom told me that tak sampai seminggu, bunny tu dah hitam sebabkan I took the bunny everywhere I go. Btw, if anyone knows where I could find it, please do inform me, sebab Ive been searching for that bunny for quite some time :)

More or less, it looks like this. :)

courtesy of google.com

My mom bought this because probably because my name is Hani. So, they called me, "honey bunny" :)) *that what she said*

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kucing dan aku

I'm a cat lover, but im afraid of one.


Sebab : Takut akan kukunya.


Rumah sewa di Shah Alam, one of my housemate wants to bela satu kucing. And surprise surprise, dia bela sebab ada seekor anak Kucing ni ikut Kak J balik rumah aritu and SH come to rescue and bawak dia balik. Oh, anggap je sebenarnya SH dah ada pasir, makanan, sangkar; complete set untuk menjaga kucing. Tetapi tanpa kucing until that day.


Nama : Baby (pada mulanya) but decided to change it to Hachiko because it seems more manly, huh! Kucing Jantan nak panggil baby? Whats? Umpama panggil bem, baby! :)) KIDDING BEM!


Anyway, anggap jela jaga kitten ni cm jaga baby baru lahir. Ia teramat2 manjaaaaaaaaaaa and suka nak main kaki. On the other hand, I, Hani afraid of a KITTEN. Okay, semua orang probably gelak but that's the fact. Im afraid of its nails. Tau tak tajam? (Walaupun sebenarnya tak pernah cakar or anything but seriously scarrrrrry!)


Tiap2 hari kan, anggap je kucing tu kena marah dengan Hani. Sebab everymorning, Im the only person yang akan breakfast (mocha and roti bakar dua keping-same thing), and dia akan meow meow. Nila antara dialog2 yang mungkin boleh terjadi;


Dialog 1
Chiko : Meow Meow Meow Meow (Aku nak kuar main lari2, bawaklah aku kuar)
Hani : Eh senyaplah, meow meow meow, ko lapar ke? Sibuk je nak makan! *muka benggang*


Dialog 2
Chiko : Meow Meow Meow Meow (Aku lapar, nak makan, tambah makanan bole?)
Hani : Lapar ye? tunggu tuan ko bangun ko meow meow dekat dia okay?


Dialog 3 : Baru balik kelas
Chiko : Meow Meow Meow Meow (Cepat kuarkan aku, nak main lari2 and gigit kaki)
Hani : Ha-ha, kesian kena duduk dalam sangkar. Tak kuasa nak kuarkan kau.


Dialog 4 : Tengok Tv
Chiko : Meow Meow Meow Meow (nak kuar nak kuar nak kuar)
Hani : *buat dek*
Chiko : Meow meow meow meow (sampai nangis)
Hani : *pandang chiko and then sambung tengok tv*


Okay, memang nampak cm animal abuse kan? Tapikan cuba bayangkan kalu lepaskan dia kuar, dia rasa powerful and akan gigit2 kaki kita and setiap kali dia berlari2, i will sits on the chair and pandang je dia. Mungkin dia ada dendam dekat muka Hani. Harharhar. Sezalim2 Hani kan, I tried to be nice to him


Balik kelas;
Chiko : Meow meow meow meow (lapar-menangis)
Hani : Okaylah, kesian kau. Meh aku tolong letak makan. *amik makanan kucing and baling2 ke dalam tempat makan dia tanpa membuka sangkar*
Chiko : *Melompat2 nak capai tangan Hani*
Hani : Chiko! Duduklah diam2, tak duduk diam tak dapat makan! (Buat gaya dia manusia)
Chiko : *Still wanting to reach me*
Hani : *Konon berani nak lepaskan dia and im sitting on a chair*
Chiko : *Tangan dia dekat tempat kunci sangkar*
Hani : Tak duduk diam tak dapat makan! *nada marah*
Chiko : *still buat benda sama*
Hani : *end up baling2 je makanan kucing tu* T_T


HAHAHAHAH! ada one morning jugak, terjaga pagi2 buta and nak buang air.
Kuar2 bilik nampak ada lembaga kecik ngah lari2. Tengok2 Chiko. Awkward moment gila. Di mana dia pandang aku, aku pandang dia. Pastu dia nak menuju satu tapak ke arah aku. So I decided to went into my room and took a pillow. Masa nak kuar, halang Chiko dengan bantal and lari masuk toilet!


HAHAHAHAHAHAH, Chiko chiko. Tibe2 rindu nak gurau senda cmtuh. One week and counting! :)


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it has ended

It was one hell of a journey, but it ended.


It wasn't my proudest moment but it ended.


It teaches me about life and everything.


All the best for both of us.


Everything happens for a reason, so does this.


"Setiap perkara yang kita buat, digerakkan oleh Allah S.W.T."


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pengosok gigi harimau...auuum

Okay, this is among a very classic story of myself and even though I would embarrassed me a little bit, but im okay with it. Sebab, I think it's a bit hilarious and everything.


And before anything, I was not good in Maths as I am today. And I hated Maths because, I hate it. Harharhar. 


This happened when I was in Standard 4; I failed in my Maths quiz camtulah kot. This conversation between me and angah. Achik was there mencurahkan minyak!


Angah : (Holding my quiz paper) Hani, angah nak cakap something.
Hani : *naive blur face* ye angah, ada apa?
Angah : Kenapa ko boleh fail Maths ni? 
Hani : (tunduk bawah) Hani tak hafal sifir. Sifir susah la angah.
Angah : Apalah kau ni hani, angah darjah 2 dah hafal sifir. Achik pun sama, ko darjah 4 pun tak hafal sifir lagi.
Achik : Betul hani.
Angah : Makcik cleaner pun hafal sifir, ko tak malu ke?
Hani : (Tunduk bawah, muka sedih and perasaan bersalah)
Angah : Ko tau, semua orang hafal sifir. If ko tak hafal sifir, ko nak keja apa bila besar? Ko tau orang tak hafal sifir apa keja dia nanti?
Hani : (pandang muka angah takut2) Keja apa angah?
Angah : GOSOK GIGI HARIMAU, kau nak?
Hani : (dalam hati membayangkan berus gigi besar, harimau tengah tunjuk gigi dia and I was brushing it teeth) YE KE? (muka takut and hati berdebar2)
Achik : Betul tu hani!


Telefon berbunyi, angah bergegas ke telefon and achik tengok tv.


I go upstairs and took the sheet of sifir and running downstairs. Duduk dekat ruang tamu depan and started to hafal the sifir's. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! 


And now, im proud to tell you; im currently doing my Bachelor Business Administration (Hons) Finance. Percaya tak percaya budak darjah 4 yang dulu tak suka matematik, is now loving every inch of maths? 


I love angah because takutkan Hani cmtu. And here I wanted to wish her a very late birthday wish! Happy Birthday my dear sister, eventhough you are evil in your own way, I still love you! And your gosok gigi harimau's story. Jangan citer dekat anak2 Hani nanti sudahlah kan? :p


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dekat mana dah?

Situation : Me, angah, along, mak and babah was on our way back to home. Babah was sleeping and everyone else was awake, talking and laughing when suddenly...


Babah : (awake suddenly) Dekat mana dah ni? *note, we're at the traffic light yang akan naik bukit menuju ke au4.
Mak : Entah, Lee rasa kita dekat mana? *mummy was so excited that she was tolak2 my leg (imagine this, Along was driving, Angah was sitting besides Along, and me, mak-sitting tengah2-and babah)
Me, angah and along : Aah babah, kita dekat mana sekarang?
Babah : Errr, errr, haaa, oh oh, dekat gombak! *nada confirm dan so sure*
Mak : Gombak dekat mana lee? *she was so excited and still repeating the same action and tutup mulut sambil gelak2*
Babah : *confuse, blur and mamai* ummmm.. dekat dekat, ala Taman....
Me : Taman apa babah? *still boleh tahan gelak, just smiling*
Babah : Taman..taman, haaa, taman greenwood! *still nada confirm*


We arrived at the 2nd traffic light sebelum nak naik bukit ke Au4.


Angah : Tak pe babah, kita akan sampai dekat tempat yang agak2 familiar pasni.
Mak : Aah, sekarang kita kat greenwood! *gelak2 cheeky*
Babah : *masih blur* ummm, ohh setapak!
Everyone : HAHAHAHAHAHA. *at a point i cannot helped it but to laugh as hard as I could*


After the traffic light and lepas sekolah, dekat area tapak pasar malam Au4 *if taulah*


Babah : *terkebil2 and still doesn't know where he is until we reached dekat bengkel2 area situ* ohhhhhhh, dah dekat rumah kita!


HAHAHAH. despite that, I still do think daddy is a bit funny when it comes to mamai. Yes daddy, you're a winner! and yes, your daughter got that from you! :)
and mummy, i got that naughtiness from you! love you both!


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you needed me

I was wandering around the facebook and when suddenly my uncle posted it on my wall. It used to be some lullaby for me to sleep but as soon as I searched for the lyrics, I cried. 









I cried a tear
You wiped it dry
I was confused
You cleared my mind
I sold my soul
You bought it back for me
And held me up and gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me.

Chorus
You gave me strength

To stand alone again
To face the world
Out on my own again
You put me high upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
You needed me

And I can't believe it's you I can't believe it's true
I needed you and you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave
I'd be a fool
'Cause I've finally found someone who really cares

You held my hand
When it was cold
When I was lost
You took me home
You gave me hope
When I was at the end
And turned my lies
Back into truth again
You even called me friend

Repeat Chorus

You needed me
You needed me


p/s : You needed me :)


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mushy mushy

sometimes, people can be full of herself, including myself.

but seriously? ko buat apa dalam sehari pun nak gtau orang ke? (okay, maybe salah i jugak la kot pi baca diary dia/blog dia buat apa) but, haaaaaaaaaaa? banyak sangat ???? dalam kepala, kenapa mengapa?

okay, tak baik kutuk. okay2, sorry. saya tarik balik, tak sengaja. nak ada tapi satu bole? tp orang tak sedar the danger of internet ke? dibuatnya dia datang kat kau nak kenal/rogol ke? 

I have read this article on The Star saying that Malaysians are to naive about this internet world. Especially on facebook by adding someone whom they don't know. Yes, they can say they added you for the sake of expansionary their network of friends. rubbish and ridiculous sangat tau. Im not excluded in this scenario/situation up until recently somebody pointed out that I should really filter all my friends. And you should too, unless you couldn't care less sape add. And aah, facebook tu memang ada pertandingan sapa ada kawan lagi ramai, dapat trophy/hadiah kan? Meeeeeeemang, tau dah. :)

But seriously, better prevent than cure kan? Safety first. Memang la konon takkan terkena dekat kita, but what if? We never know Tuhan nak duga kita macam mana.

p/s : stoooooooooooooooop stalking her blog. Sekian.

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aimee man feat michael penn

found this song back! enjoy~

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komputer riba

Komputer riba (laptop) menjadi peralatan yang penting (essential) untuk hidup seorang pelajar. Kenapa? Anggap je, hidup zaman canggih2 sangat ni, inilah yang perlu kita hadapi, buat assignment taip2.

Why do I suddenly want to choose this topic? Its because, I want to share some sad story about my laptop that surely make you maybe have a little bit of pity towards me. 

Laptopku dibeli pada tahun 2009, june di Low Fat (eh2, i meant Low Yat) di tingkat atas sekali (7 ke 8 cmtulah). Kenapa aku beli di situ? Sebab abang tu heeeensem, tapi berbeda pendapat dengan along aku. Dia kata, interestnya rendah. So, seronok bagai haa dapat laptop (yelah, galak sebab 1st time dapat laptop. T_T - sebelum ni menumpang kasih dekat laptop VAIO syiqqin yang sebenarnya kadang2 cm hak milik sendiri kan2) hahaha.

My sister bought me, a netbook. Easy to carry as I was still studying in Sarawak, katanya. Tapi mungkin ada benarnya. Anyway, galak orang dapat laptop, punyala download itu, download ini and tah apa tah tertekan, dia diserang virus. Cis kau virus, terpaksa jumpa abang hensem tu balik. ^_^ 

anyway, bukanlah virus apa pun. cuma tertekan update apa tah and dia tak compatible with the netbook, tu yang dia cm hang cket. So, kena antar balik company hp semua and terpaksa pakai guarantee tu. cis.

Dah dapat balik, download and tekan pun berhati2. Yang sampaikan batteri tu kena charge full/empty terus baru bole charge. poyo tak poyo? HAHAHAHHA. anyway, lepas tu, naik degree, besabar gila dengan keadaan laptop memberontak ni, keyboard dia semua ROSAK! ouch! terpaksa beli keyboard lipat2 sebab nak tukar the whole thing, memakan harga RM300+ (boleh beli tiket buble tau nyah)

Moral of the story : Tak payah nak poyo jaga laptop sebab end up dia akan meragam jugak. Pffft. But still love you lappy. Pardeyh pardeyh.

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wedding bells

Mmmmm, weddings.

Kenapa ummm? Sebab wedding best. For as long I could remember, I really love weddings. Despite kita dapat makan sedap free (lebih2 lagi kalu dapat duduk main table tuu haa, mkn udang besau and ikan sedap), wedding is surely among the event im looking forward to.

Since I was a little girl, sape2 family yang kawin kan, ooooh, I will sits in the pengantin punya bilik sorang2 and duduk dekat hujung katil and just smile. I like that feeling, the feeling of somebody is going to be married of to their favourite person in the world and build their dream life together.

I remember, it was my cousin's wedding or in other words, my Alang's wedding, I was sitting between the bed and the wall and was imagining it was mine and was smiling for 10 minutes. Harharhar, gila memang gila, tapi sebenarnya gatal. Hihihi.

Anyway, wedding is where semua orang akan kelam-kabut, nervous sebab tak tau nasi and lauk pauk cukup tuk semua tetamu or bunga telur sempat siap on time ke tak. chaos memang chaos but by the end of the day, semua akan puas ati sebab semua dapat berjalan dengan lancar. In my family punya tradition, majlis takkan tamat selagi tak de benda pecah/jatuh. It may seems khurafat, but petua orang2 tua kot?

Lepas tu, time wedding ni la haaa, time nak melaram pakai makeup tebal cm burung jampuk (dont ask me what is burung jampuk-confirm teruk kot?) gelang tebal2 haaa, subang vavava vooom, rantai besar cm nak pukui orang ~ percayalah, nobody will complain up until after the wedding. We called it, post mortem wedding. Harharhar. Lumrah manusia, biasalah.

Another wedding is coming up, im looking forward to it. Tak sabar nak melaram sebenarnya but the thought I have to be the penyambut tetamu and terpaksa senyum manis2 ni haaa payah pulak. takut nanti orang fikir kita pulak pengantin. ewawawah kau ni melebih pulak kan. :) takdelah, manala tau ada orang nak masuk meminang kita pulak. hihihihih. 

That's all. Chalo gedegang.
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2011

Greetings babies and heeeeeeeelllllowwwwww 2011 *i know its been 23 days since 2011 but what the heck kan? Busy lady la katakan.

Any new year resolution? ummmm, let's change new year's resolution to new month's resolution, so that ada 12 resolution bole dicapai dalam masa setahun ini. Okay, january's resolution is try to be myself and faced any consequences that has been decided. 

February probably busykan diri with the finance society and still study ye?  And the list goes on until, dah malas nak update dah (selalu awal2 je semangat, percayalah by hari raya, dah lopa sebab makan banyak sangat rendang, ketupat pastu otak jadi lembab sebab kenyang sangat. hihihih)


I tell ya, it has not been easy, to stand up for what you believe and be brave any actions that you have done and to confront people. I don't really like to confront people. I rather leave it as the way it is. It's safer that way, no dramas or whatsoever. 


Yes, ive becoming a more positive person (but to some, it may look as if, it's a negativity-but its not for you to judge, its for me), im more self aware, higher self-confidence compared to before but lacking of exercising~shit! 


It's been quite of a journey for 2010. Ive been happy, been sad. Like what my lecturer's said, "Semua benda yang terjadi berlaku disebabkan sesuatu and Allah SWT yang mengerakkan kita melakukannya". Insya-Allah, something good will come if only we wait. and be patient. :)


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Teka -Teki, copied from old blog.

Haha.

On the way balik dari Kedah to Kl, my achik was driving the car. So she gave me this stupid teka-teki zaman 20an.

1st Question
Achik : Hani, beruk apa colour hijau?
Hani : Ummmm.. Hulk? Kingkong? Entah
Angah: Okay2, masuk akal jugak. Tapi bukan.
Hani : So, apa jawapan dia?
Achik : Berukoli (Broccoli)

2nd Question
Achik : Hani, beruk apa yang famous?
Hani : Beruk kat zoo? Hahaha! Entahlah. Jawapan mesti karut. Or Charles Brooke?
Achik : Taklah.. Brooke Shields?
Hani : (Muka besabar)

3rd Question
Achik : Hani last question. Beruk apa gay?
Hani : Huh?? (Ada ke?) Entah.
Achik : Berukback mountain (Brokeback Mountain)

Besaba gile dgn teka-teki tak masuk akal ne. So, angah was like,

Angah : Haa, tula teka-teka zaman sekarang. Tgk teka-teki dulu, "Teka teki teka tekuk, ular mati dlam mangkuk?" Achik ko uat teka-teki xbetul.

I was laughing like hell. Beruk apa gay? Muahahahahahahahahaha!

fyi; beruk ijau same as my jacket. I love it. Whee.

Lagu berkumandang; Bill & Broad - Singkong and Keju