kucing dan aku : Part 2

If you a really a stalker of my blog, you must knew that Ive written this post about a cat and me. There's a continuation of it. Let me tell you what it is. Kucing dan Aku

The name is Chiko and the sad thing is, Chiko isn't alive anymore.

It happened one fine day. The owner, was taking a shower and she let him go for the sake of freedom and she couldn't let her go in the house because both me and my roomate have issue with cats. (Read the post and u'll know how big the issue is).

Anyway, that night, I came home from a very fine dinner when suddenly, she was infront of the door, crying. She said, she heard Chiko was crying. (Don't ask me how).

A few minutes later, (after ive changed my clothes and everything), I hear some chaos inside the house. Just to know that, Chiko has fallen from the sixth floor to the ground floor, and thank God, Chiko is not dead yet. But, to see him shaking and a bit of fear in Chiko's eyes. Chiko's legs was broken and Chiko couldnt stand and Chiko did not meow-ing or anything. Just fear.

Chiko did not become itself for next few weeks, until the day we've completed our 2nd last paper and the owner said to me, "After we've completed this exam, im gonna bring Chiko to the vet. Chiko's not eating anymore", she said to me right before we entered the hall.

But, something else happened.

I was out with another friend of mine, and was on the way to faculty and got a phone call from Chiko's owner.

She was crying histerically, and said, "H, Chiko is dead. Chiko is dead", she repeated again and again. I was devastated and I was bit torn. I asked her, "Is anyone in the house?". She answered, "No, I'm alone. Chiko is dead". She was crying but I couldnt do anything. Feels as though I want to cry too.

Later that day, when Ive arrived at home, she said, she's already burried Chiko at her favourite place. She was crying the whole day.

I was speechless and couldn't say anything. Only to pray that Chiko is safe.

H.

Song : Sarah Mclachan - I Will Remember You

Journey to the Paaaaaaaaaast!

Yellow!

Sometimes, holding on to your past will effect you in the future.

I agree with that piece of statement that your past will definitely effect your future. But, somehow I knew that certain set of people still thinking Im living the past, caring about what had have happened before and trying to create this sort of chaos and trying to pass around this sets of liars to another set of people.

Take note that, and CLEAR STATEMENT, that im not living in the past, am living for the future, am thinking to improve myself instead of down-graded myself and fighting like a bunch of losers or kids. Not trying to accuse anyone but if its fit your criteria, then this is for you.

Ive done with the past, and stop dragging me all the way down, am not interested in doing so. If you're happy doing what you doing, then continue it. If before this, you are quite happy with everything that you have and got everything that you wished for, why wasting time for this silly stuff? 

But what the heck, its not like everyone's reading my blog. :)


Please stop bugging my life, the more I try to ignore, more keeps coming and coming, and I don't really have an interest in it anymore. We're grown ups now, so act like one. 


I've move on, when will you?


Speaking from the heart, 
H.

rambling thoughts

Who needs a war when you have your own problems?
Who needs a friend when you cannot count on them?
Who needs a family when they do not understand you?
Who needs a someone who would lend them their shoulder to cry on?
Who needs food when everybody is fighting for it?
Who needs money when money is the only way for you to get what you want?
Who needs feelings when it could be bought with money?
Who needs sisters whom fighting who's going to pay all these and that but never have the guts to say it to their face?
Who needs brothers whom will protect their little sister when they are the ones who destroy them?
Who needs love when people think you are taking advantages?
Who needs a parent whom doesn't work or provide anything? 
Who needs school when it was the whole problem at the first place?

Who really know you better than yourself?


It's for you to decide and for me to know. All the above problem will never be solved unless someone decided to. If not, nothing will change, not even ever. Don't point your finger because of other people's flaws, afterall, we're human. We do not see the purpose of living. So do I.


I was born as an hyperactive kid with an ambition to reach the sky but somehow along the way, I lost.


Find your way and I will find my. Nobody understand how you feel, not even yourself. You cannot count on anyone else because nobody actually wants to help you unless you decide to help yourself first. One day, we're going to be alone. We're going to die alone. Face it.


H.

ada apa pada nama?

Satu hari, tangan ni sungguh gatal lah nak google2 nama sendiri.

Bukan full name, tapi nama depan. It has come to my attention that I have a very yummy name!

salmi, salmis [ˈsælmɪ]

n pl -mis [-mɪ]

(Cookery) a ragout of game stewed in a rich brown sauce

[from French, shortened form of salmigondis salmagundi]

 courtesy of http://www.thefreedictionary.com/salmi

 

So anyone, would you like some salmi? HAHAHAHAH! :D

 

or it could be a name of a place? Wow, famous sungguh salmi ni kan??

 

Salmi (Finnish: Salmi, Russian: Салми) is a rural settlement and town (posyolok) near Pitkäranta in Republic of Karelia (Russia).

 Tulemajoki River in Salmi

courtesy of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmi

 

Jangan main2, Salmi ni pun ada kakak! Tapi nama kakak dia..

 

The sister city of Salmi is:

• Pielavesi (Finland)

Anyway, lagi satu famous nama Salmi ni, :D

Salmi is a former Soviet Air Force air base in Russia located 50 km northwest of Ilinskiy. It was shown on the 1974 Department of Defense Global Navigation Chart No. 3 as having jet facilities. As of 2000 Google Earth indicates it has been dismantled, with some faint outlines still visible.

 courtesy of  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmi_%28air_base%29

Jadi, salmi2 di luar sana, berbanggalah anda sebab nama kita famous! hahahaha.

H.   

  

 

 

Bruxism

Not many know about Bruxism/Teeth Grinding.

Bunyi cam scary kan? Cam gergaji. Okay, Ive never knew I had bruxism until...

Syiq : H, H tau tak gesek gigi malam2 buta? 
Whd : Aah, whd pun terjaga malam terdengar.

Since that, I noticed that I woke up every morning feeling thirsty and I told my mother about this. Turns out, she have that too. And it does not turn out fine for her. I'm afraid that my teeth will be gone before I turn 30! OMG!

So, one of my holidays, Ive gone to the dentist and told them about the problem I'm having (Government Dentist) and I think they're a bit defensive and like they're saying, "I have the experience and everything and I know what's right and what's wrong". Because, to me, I don't think it's a problem (other than gigi menipis), worried to those who will have to sleep in the same room as I am. 

 photo courtesy of ubpages.com/hub/Bruxism-Questio...Answered

And no, takde hantu main gigi ni malam2 ye? Jangan percaya benda karut marut, okay? Benda ini terjadi disebabkan beberapa perkara; (kalau bole ngelak2 la ye?)

Emotional stress, tension and increased anxiety.
Suppressed anger or frustration
Personality type. Some studies show that persons with aggressive, overly competitive, controlling or hyperactive personalities have an increased incidence of bruxism.
Other reasons mentioned as causes of teeth grinding in adults are :
Jaw, head or neck injury
Certain sleep disorders.

Central nervous system dysfunction. Some theories are linking bruxism to the central nervous system disorders such as Huntington's disease or Parkinson's disease.
Antidepressant medications like Prozac, Celexa and others, or drugs like ecstasy and cocaine have been reported to cause bruxism as a side effect.
Abnormal alignment of upper and lower teeth (malocclusion) may contribute to teeth grinding and teeth clenching.
Alcohol and stimulants such as caffeine are considered as aggravating factors for bruxism.

 courtesy of http://users.forthnet.gr/ath/abyss/dep1282_2.htm

Nak kata ada jaw, head and neck injury, sports pun tak main. Sleep disorders? Maybe tak ikut time sangatlah kot, boleh jadi jugak. TAK MUNGKIN PLAK ADA PARKINSON! pffft. Tu gegar je ada (hehehe, sory d), makan ubat antidepression? Nope, never ever. Minum arak? Memang tak arrrr la kan. Adoi!

So, maybe emotional stress, tension or anxiety? It could be. Maybe.

So, to anyone yang tak pernah tau gesek gigi tu apa, nanti lain kali if berpeluang, nak mintak tolong my friend rekodkan bunyinya. HAHAHAHAH! 

Stay healthy people!

H 

Funny Things

Me : Kenapa bila kita turun, cam cepat je tapi bila naik lambat je? (Cabel Car)

Wan : Sebab bila kita naik semua pokok bagi salam and bila turun dorang dah...

Me : (looks at Aqba) See, dah cakap dah betul. Semua orang selalu gelak. T_T

Aqba : Takde siapa pun kata salah. 

Hahahahahaha.

Second scene, 

kitorang makan nasi (obviously pakai tangan).

On the way pergi McD, (I know its like a bad habit but... I was cleaning my nails using hujung sikat yang tajam tu) Bila da habis, tgklah kas, she was doing the same thing, using a paper! 

HAHAHAHAHA. I couldn't stopped laughing! LOL

Third scene,

We was on our way to Bangunan MPM.

Me : (innocently asked) Kas, ko cakap dengan pak guard ko nak amik sijil MUET ke?

Kas : Aah, kenapa?

Me : Oh kiranya betullah ada sijil MUET sebab aku tak pena tau pun pasal sijil MUET tu.

Kas : (laughing her heart out) yang, time zuhan uat lawak selalu you tade. (so, she repeated the story to Wan)

We arrived at the MUET counter.

Kas : Abang, cmne nak amik sijil MUET? Saya dah amik MUET time 2006 cmtu.

Abang : Oh, okay, adik isi borang ni dulu nanti abang bagi penyata tu kat adik.

Kas : Tak tak, saya nak sijil MUET.

Abang : Yang penyata tuh yang official punya, pakai yang tu pun boleh.

Kas : T_T

Me : (was standing beside her and sarcastically laughing at her) hahahahahahaha. aah, mmang sijil MUET tu ada kan?

Like we said, save the best for last kan?

Location : Depan TV, UiTM Convocation Shah Alam ke-72.

Me : (was looking at the TV) kas, ni bukan lelaki tadi yang berucap ke?

Kas : Aah. Laki tadi tu.

Me : Ish, kesian dia. Tgk kas, dia masuk balik. Mesti dia boring kan?

Kas : (was laughing her heart out) Yang.. yang..

Me : (blur)

Kas : (was telling wan the story)

Me :(still not getting the point of the story)

Kas : Zuhan, tu pagi tadi punya convo.

Me : T_T

again, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

H.

Facebook

Does anyone know what is facebook? Tipula if you don't know what the heck is Facebook. Practically, every human in this universe know what is Facebook.

But eventually, Facebook will seriously make serious damages to all human kind. Unfortunately, i'm one of the human who is included.

Did you heard, baru2 ni, ada kes about this girl talks about ppuan2 Sarawak ni mcm2 lah (I can't remember actually) and yeah, bole dikatakan everyone was kinda pissed off. So much of 1Malaysia la kan? Sudah2lah dengan permansuhan 1Malaysia yang satu hari nati, setiap manusia boleh berpecah belah sebabkan status yang tak bermakna and menyakitkan hati.

And to anyone who actually concerns, don't give the benefit of the doubt to yourselves. I'm not trying to provoked you or anything, but please, just stop. I know who you're talking about and stop reading my status because it is seriously not for you. I actually have a life, you should have yours too. Don't take anything for granted, what have passed, let it just be the past and look into the future, a better one.

I didn't make fun of you, or anything, you're the one who felt something. And yeah, I tried. But sometimes, life isn't fair. What else do you want? What more do you want? I really don't understand why you want things to go back to they were because we all know, that we will never be like before. Even before these things happened, you were happy and I was happy. So, why ruined it? You just remember me, as one of the chapter in your life.

Back to the original topic,  JANGAN ADA FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK MEMBUNUH! HAHAHHA. Nah, don't believe everything that you read and see, it's not true, and don't call people names, it's not healthy. And if you must know, not everything is about you, I actually have a life. :)

H.