Friday, November 26, 2010

Accountants

Accounts is for accountants, and I am not an accountant!

Yes, as we all may know, I am now working as an temporary account assistant in a logistic area. Seriously, it is really tiring and its killing me. 

Experience kills! Yes, its holiday, I should be resting, but experience is what I needed to get me far. 

I dreamed big; big house, big car, big marriage, big food; all from my own sweats. I am not daddy's or mommy's little girl who gets what she wanted, but earned it myself.

I don't really like accounts, lagi2 bila dapat C (yes, am not ashamed to tell everyone), anyway, that was before, in Part 1, and the lecturer was more interested teaching us his camera than account. Pfffft.

But, who said if we don't like accounts, we cannot do it? Yes, we can!


H.

Journey to the Paaaaaaaaaast!

Yellow!

Sometimes, holding on to your past will effect you in the future.

I agree with that piece of statement that your past will definitely effect your future. But, somehow I knew that certain set of people still thinking Im living the past, caring about what had have happened before and trying to create this sort of chaos and trying to pass around this sets of liars to another set of people.

Take note that, and CLEAR STATEMENT, that im not living in the past, am living for the future, am thinking to improve myself instead of down-graded myself and fighting like a bunch of losers or kids. Not trying to accuse anyone but if its fit your criteria, then this is for you.

Ive done with the past, and stop dragging me all the way down, am not interested in doing so. If you're happy doing what you doing, then continue it. If before this, you are quite happy with everything that you have and got everything that you wished for, why wasting time for this silly stuff? 

But what the heck, its not like everyone's reading my blog. :)


Please stop bugging my life, the more I try to ignore, more keeps coming and coming, and I don't really have an interest in it anymore. We're grown ups now, so act like one. 


I've move on, when will you?


Speaking from the heart, 
H.

homaaaaaigod!

Greetings.

People are full of surprises, shits and a bitch.

I'm not down-graded myself for something that is so silly that could messed up with others' life. Just stop what you're doing.

Yes, you're the winner, congratulations.


So, what then? You want a trophy saying you the champion? Or somewhat, prizes to collect? You want branded bags? Money?


But seriously, Money certainly cannot buy love.


Most important thing, you just lost yourself a whole bunch of a family.


Nothing you said can makes us feel bothered, whats the point actually?


If you're jealous, just shut up and don't make someone's blood pressure to increase, are you certainly want to be the caused of death of your dear family?


Seriously, fuck you. I hate you. (and yeap, this would be the dark side of me because you messing with my dear family and I don't like her being the punching bag, it's not nice.)


Anyway, sorry for the cursing, I know someone will certainly hate it, but I'm sorry, this is an exception. 


H

Friday, November 19, 2010

holiday vs working

Semester's holiday is what everyone was waiting for; no exams, no assignments, no books, no lecturer to curse upon to etc. 

Holiday is something that all students have something in common; for all nerds, geek, or jock. Yeap, something to look forward to.

For the past 2 years and a half ago, I was so happy with the holidays because I could go back to KL and have a good rest in my big, comfy room, watching movies (what I do the best), searching for some weird unheard song (esp on the radio) and yeap, just having my alone time. But at that time, I wasn't exactly have my own happy time, because I was out doing something else. Yes yes, despite the love and hatred, yes, I was out of the house and really upsets the mother.

Then again, after years later, I have a moment with myself. I planned what I want and how am I to achieve it without upsets the mother, yeap, im that corny to actually thinks what my mother feels if I don't do this and if I do that. To me, my mother is one of my greatest bestfriend ever; maybe it's because I was the youngest one.

In order for me to achieve all my dreams without forgetting who I am, I need to work and brush up my skills. And no, I hated working 8am-3pm just to be paid below rm50 per day, and I could die. So, after my part 6 semester while waiting for the degree's application, I decided to post my resume on the jobstreet.com - thanks to Angah :) -  (and yeap, it is not only for people who only wanted to work full time, but it is also for part-timers).

It had come to my attention, that "agensi perkerjaan" is one of the effective way to actually finding a job. And from there, I met Helen. I love her, she was so nice like I could not disappointing whenever she gave a job. (Helen's working at the Brightprospect in PJ). 

Nowadays, Im working at a Shipping company. Working as a temporary account assistant! Omg, the more hatred I have for accounts, the more closer it gets. I swear, im gonna have a migrain by end of december, SERIOUSLY. :)

Nevertheless, I actually enjoyed my time working there, eventhough I was still uncomfortable sitting there and everyone was like "there's-a-new-girl-in-the-office", so trying to act as cool as possible, so people won't get the wrong idea about who I was. 

Thanks Helen, you're sure my life saver. :)

Truly,
H.

song = Enrique feat Nicole - Heartbeat

Thursday, November 11, 2010

mikael buble :)

 


And yeah Buble, im still your number 1 fan despite Matt Dusk is your new competitor! :)

H. 

you're insatiable!

 

Oh Nadine Coyle, you're insatiable! 

H.

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