This year June was quite happening because Ive got to celebrate 3 birthday's.
(This was really a late post ~ due to a very bussy June)
Let's us start with my most favourite person ever (No achik, it's not you :p)
9th June
It was never really a secret, anymore, now u're aging faster than I am. hihi. I knew this age is like your turning point in your life. A change from a boy to a man. This is what u've been waiting for, and so many things u've accomplish in a very short notice. I wish you happiness and I'll always support in anything that u do. All the best in whatever you do and yes, there's more to come for you and for me. We'll just have to wait. :) :* :D
14th June
Do I really need to say anything? Do I? HAHAHAHA. Firstly, thank you for being a very wonderful sissssssssta ever. It's every little sister dream to have a sister like you (bleeergh). But nevertheless, you'll kinda always there for me, other than bullying me what not. I pray that you'll going to find the happiness you seek and be happy always and oh ya, thanks for supporting me. Hihihhiihhi. Love you always. Muah muah muah. :D
18th June
Yesza, the newlyweds. For you, I wish you all the happiness that u've been seeking throughout your life. I'm glad that you're married now, and yes im not pressuring you but it's nice to have a niece :D anyway, it's all in God's doing. Anyway, have a happy married life with the one you love and always stay healthy. We're still sisters although we're not under the same roof anymore. We all still love you no matter how far you go :) hugsssss!
All these 3 birthday's have their own story to tell. But that will not be something that I would share because it is something private and intimate. :)
H.
Song : Michael Buble - Some Kind of Wonderful :)
Sunday, June 26, 2011
kucing dan aku : Part 2
If you a really a stalker of my blog, you must knew that Ive written this post about a cat and me. There's a continuation of it. Let me tell you what it is. Kucing dan Aku
The name is Chiko and the sad thing is, Chiko isn't alive anymore.
It happened one fine day. The owner, was taking a shower and she let him go for the sake of freedom and she couldn't let her go in the house because both me and my roomate have issue with cats. (Read the post and u'll know how big the issue is).
Anyway, that night, I came home from a very fine dinner when suddenly, she was infront of the door, crying. She said, she heard Chiko was crying. (Don't ask me how).
A few minutes later, (after ive changed my clothes and everything), I hear some chaos inside the house. Just to know that, Chiko has fallen from the sixth floor to the ground floor, and thank God, Chiko is not dead yet. But, to see him shaking and a bit of fear in Chiko's eyes. Chiko's legs was broken and Chiko couldnt stand and Chiko did not meow-ing or anything. Just fear.
Chiko did not become itself for next few weeks, until the day we've completed our 2nd last paper and the owner said to me, "After we've completed this exam, im gonna bring Chiko to the vet. Chiko's not eating anymore", she said to me right before we entered the hall.
But, something else happened.
I was out with another friend of mine, and was on the way to faculty and got a phone call from Chiko's owner.
She was crying histerically, and said, "H, Chiko is dead. Chiko is dead", she repeated again and again. I was devastated and I was bit torn. I asked her, "Is anyone in the house?". She answered, "No, I'm alone. Chiko is dead". She was crying but I couldnt do anything. Feels as though I want to cry too.
Later that day, when Ive arrived at home, she said, she's already burried Chiko at her favourite place. She was crying the whole day.
I was speechless and couldn't say anything. Only to pray that Chiko is safe.
H.
Song : Sarah Mclachan - I Will Remember You
The name is Chiko and the sad thing is, Chiko isn't alive anymore.
It happened one fine day. The owner, was taking a shower and she let him go for the sake of freedom and she couldn't let her go in the house because both me and my roomate have issue with cats. (Read the post and u'll know how big the issue is).
Anyway, that night, I came home from a very fine dinner when suddenly, she was infront of the door, crying. She said, she heard Chiko was crying. (Don't ask me how).
A few minutes later, (after ive changed my clothes and everything), I hear some chaos inside the house. Just to know that, Chiko has fallen from the sixth floor to the ground floor, and thank God, Chiko is not dead yet. But, to see him shaking and a bit of fear in Chiko's eyes. Chiko's legs was broken and Chiko couldnt stand and Chiko did not meow-ing or anything. Just fear.
Chiko did not become itself for next few weeks, until the day we've completed our 2nd last paper and the owner said to me, "After we've completed this exam, im gonna bring Chiko to the vet. Chiko's not eating anymore", she said to me right before we entered the hall.
But, something else happened.
I was out with another friend of mine, and was on the way to faculty and got a phone call from Chiko's owner.
She was crying histerically, and said, "H, Chiko is dead. Chiko is dead", she repeated again and again. I was devastated and I was bit torn. I asked her, "Is anyone in the house?". She answered, "No, I'm alone. Chiko is dead". She was crying but I couldnt do anything. Feels as though I want to cry too.
Later that day, when Ive arrived at home, she said, she's already burried Chiko at her favourite place. She was crying the whole day.
I was speechless and couldn't say anything. Only to pray that Chiko is safe.
H.
Song : Sarah Mclachan - I Will Remember You
Friday, June 24, 2011
Is it too late to thank June?
June is definitely a month of banyak rezeki.
3 cool birthday ever celebrated, too much of food, too much of happiness.
I'm hoping next June will definitely bring more joyful events to me. :)
Song : Jesse Mccartney - Because You Live
3 cool birthday ever celebrated, too much of food, too much of happiness.
I'm hoping next June will definitely bring more joyful events to me. :)
Song : Jesse Mccartney - Because You Live
australia's masterchef gay second crush
Hayden hayden hayden!
Seriously, guys with blonde curly hair never ever have been on top on my gay crush before. But this hayden guy is really an exception. Maybe his like the male bimbo. More or less, he looked like Barbie's guy, Ken. :)
courtesy of Tumblr
He's a professional lifeguard, 24 and bimbo! Wayyyy to go!
Should see him shirtless! Spicy! But, he's Australian, a girl can dream.
Regardless of his bimbo-ness, he managed to be the only contestant to always lose in the team challenge and earn 1 immunity badge and 2 celebrity challenge. He surprises a lot of people.
After Alex, Im supporting Hayden. :)
Song : Jesse Mccartney - How Do You Sleep
Monday, June 20, 2011
alone but never lonely
Yes, I admit, I can be a bit the soapy person sometimes, but it's just something on my mind.
It's fun when you can hangout, have fun, laughing all day long - with your friends.
Yes, it is fun. I'm a human, of course I can feel the jealousy hole inside of me, but tu bukan rezeki saya. Yes, some other human, did said that i'm a loner. So, is there any problem about loner? Dorang bukan manusia ke? But entahlah, takkan sampai loner pun kau nak gtau semua orang. Apa kejadah ntah. (Post ini bukan nak cari pasal pun, nak cerita pasal benda lain, if terasa, sorry sangat2, never intended to hurt anyone pun).
But i'm not that type of person - the happy go lucky 24/7 but i can be that kind of person that might bores some people.
If only I have money, so that I can join everyone the activities that they do without thinking if the money is sufficient for the next meal, or photostat or paying anything.
If only I have a car, so that I can have friends and hangout and be appreciate rather than menyusahkan orang yang berkereta.
If only I can fulfill all the promise I did with anyone if only I can.
If only I don't have to work to buy my own stuff and things without depending on anyone.
If only I was smart enough to gain trust and respect or feel appreciated.
But like I said, it is all, IF ONLY.
I can only turn to Allah S.W.T. and take this test with open hands, sometimes, there are good things waiting for me. Is not that I don't want to have friends, but I cannot afford it. Hope some people will understand what i'm going through. If only I could.
Song : Dave Koz - Together Again
Sometimes
It's fun when you can hangout, have fun, laughing all day long - with your friends.
Yes, it is fun. I'm a human, of course I can feel the jealousy hole inside of me, but tu bukan rezeki saya. Yes, some other human, did said that i'm a loner. So, is there any problem about loner? Dorang bukan manusia ke? But entahlah, takkan sampai loner pun kau nak gtau semua orang. Apa kejadah ntah. (Post ini bukan nak cari pasal pun, nak cerita pasal benda lain, if terasa, sorry sangat2, never intended to hurt anyone pun).
But i'm not that type of person - the happy go lucky 24/7 but i can be that kind of person that might bores some people.
If only I have money, so that I can join everyone the activities that they do without thinking if the money is sufficient for the next meal, or photostat or paying anything.
If only I have a car, so that I can have friends and hangout and be appreciate rather than menyusahkan orang yang berkereta.
If only I can fulfill all the promise I did with anyone if only I can.
If only I don't have to work to buy my own stuff and things without depending on anyone.
If only I was smart enough to gain trust and respect or feel appreciated.
But like I said, it is all, IF ONLY.
I can only turn to Allah S.W.T. and take this test with open hands, sometimes, there are good things waiting for me. Is not that I don't want to have friends, but I cannot afford it. Hope some people will understand what i'm going through. If only I could.
Song : Dave Koz - Together Again
Sometimes
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