new hope, new beginning and new year.

It's a celebration everyone is talking about; the new year celebration.


For the past years of my life, I've never even celebrate any of it. You can call me a loser, but as long as I am not a loser in Allah SWT book of judgment, that is more than enough for me. 


Anyway, that is not what I wanted to say,  let me sum of what did happened in my life in 2011.


A lot has been going on this 2011 but Alhamdulilah I've managed to go through it with happiness, sadness, dissapointment, victory and so on. Trying to be invisible and timid from the internet world because life is far beyond than the internet.


I wanted to apologize for everything i've done with or without me knowing; because I am only human. And, I have forgiven everyone that done anything with or without you knowing it. I accept the fact that it was all fated or bound to happen. It taught me to be a better person (i hope).


Starting next year, a lot will change. I will bound to change. Its new beginning in my life, new perspective and another step in life; entering the working force. A new responsibility, personality and loads of new things. But, still sticking to my own self. 


2011 : Thanks for pointing out what is life is all about, what are the meaning of friendship and relationship and what are actually are important and not important. Thank you 2011, I bid you farewell and thanks for all the experiences.


as for 2012 : I wish to become a better Islam, new courage along the way, new perspective in life and lastly, not new life, just better life. 


Thank you and take care everyone, be responsible in whatever you do. Insya-Allah, when you remember Allah SWT, He will remember you. Amin.

Song : CHRIS BOTTI IN BOSTON | “Emmanuel” w/ Lucia Micarelli

2011

Greetings babies and heeeeeeeelllllowwwwww 2011 *i know its been 23 days since 2011 but what the heck kan? Busy lady la katakan.

Any new year resolution? ummmm, let's change new year's resolution to new month's resolution, so that ada 12 resolution bole dicapai dalam masa setahun ini. Okay, january's resolution is try to be myself and faced any consequences that has been decided. 

February probably busykan diri with the finance society and still study ye?  And the list goes on until, dah malas nak update dah (selalu awal2 je semangat, percayalah by hari raya, dah lopa sebab makan banyak sangat rendang, ketupat pastu otak jadi lembab sebab kenyang sangat. hihihih)


I tell ya, it has not been easy, to stand up for what you believe and be brave any actions that you have done and to confront people. I don't really like to confront people. I rather leave it as the way it is. It's safer that way, no dramas or whatsoever. 


Yes, ive becoming a more positive person (but to some, it may look as if, it's a negativity-but its not for you to judge, its for me), im more self aware, higher self-confidence compared to before but lacking of exercising~shit! 


It's been quite of a journey for 2010. Ive been happy, been sad. Like what my lecturer's said, "Semua benda yang terjadi berlaku disebabkan sesuatu and Allah SWT yang mengerakkan kita melakukannya". Insya-Allah, something good will come if only we wait. and be patient. :)


H.

 

New opening

It's 2010. 

Happy new year, and have a jolly fun year.

I'm different that who I am, but still I'm still the same-repeating-radio self, but more mature than what I am last year and last last year.


Peeps, take care and have a prosperous year.


H.