It's 3am and honestly, i couldn't sleep.
I'm not saying that no one understands me, which apparently, this one person really understands but what i'm trying to say here, everyone else doesn't.
I understand that life isn't as easy as it looks or death isn't as scary as it looks, but somehow the word "What If" always repeating at the back of my head. i know that our lives have been written even before we were born. Our destiny has their own mind and believe me, it has a lot challenges lies upon us. And the people around us, is not doing their job well.
But nevertheless, I am still thankful for everything and most importantly, I'm thankful I'm still breathing and even though it is so painful, i know that end of the day before I close my eyes, there's someone who accept and wants me just the way I am.
"You lose some, you win some" and that's all matters.
:)
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Friday, May 20, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
facts you might not know about me but try very hard to ignore but accidentally read it.
Sorry for a very long title.
Tonight, I'm a bit talkative and energetic. And it's not good for this eyes T_T
but let's review what are the facts that i'm going to tell you.
Fact 1
Youngest among 4 girls.
Nothing in this world could ever change the fact, that I have 3 sisters. And without them, I will never ever like mathematics. Thank you, sisters!
Fact 2
Loves Mathematics.
Im no maths genius, I just love maths. Maths is a challenge and when you can answer 1 hard question, you'll understand that you can bypass any obstacles and challenges lie ahead of you.
Fact 3
Unstable Human Emotions
I cannot define what emotion i'm having each seconds of my life. But, its what I am, and 'if you don't accept and love yourself, no one else will'. Human emotions cannot control for some human. But I always stick to this one phrase, "Allah S.W.T. takkan uji umat-Nya dengan ujian yang tidak dapat ditahan mereka". Sesungguhnya kita hidup kerana-Nya, dan tanpa-Nya, we wouldn't be here at the first place.
Fact 4
Loves Music
Everyone has a different idea what a music is. Everyone is a musician. Why? Sebab, according to Wikipedia...(okay, ni semangat sangat). Anyway, because why, everyday, kita terdedah with many kind of music, do you know, the sound of your breathing is a kind of music? Cuba try tarik nafas and hembus nafas laju2, cam rapper tak? (Okay, itu mengarut) Back to main point here, my main attraction for what I search for my easy listening; anything that can make me happy; Why waste 1 seconds of sadness, when you can have another 59 seconds of happiness?
Fact 5
Poor Habit
Kena include jugak ke? Sometimes, yes. Admitting your weakness is a sign of strength. So, don't be sad if you can't cook (Haa, gasaklah kau bila kahwin laki kau suruh masak-Ingat ye wanita, kalau tidak mahu suami anda lari ke tangan perempuan lain, ringan2kan tulang dan belajar masak, kerana air tangan kamu itulah yang membuatkan suami bertambah sayang dan makin sayang sampaikan boleh mintak duit atau credit card tuk membeli beli di Jusco Member's Day, ok?) Lazy, yes, sesetengah manusia dikurniakan dengan kemalasan yang teramat, saya sekali BUT tengok keadaan. Tak elok tak unproductive everyday >.<
Fact 6
Loves to Eat
To boleh deny fact ni. Anything fattening and cheesy, I am definitely an active eater. Domino's Classified Chicken Double Decker is among the mouthwatering food I can never ever say No to. If satu hari I have a fight with anybody, eventhough it is not my fault, kalu beli Pizza ni haa, confirm I yang ngaku kalah, sebab makan punya pasal (yes, saya lemah cmtu hanya kerna makan :D)
Fact 7
Loves to Sing and Dance
Im no singer or dancer but I sing ikut sedap telinga (konon2 Astrud Gilberto ke) menari ikut perasaan sambil gelek2 (and berangan Amelina nyanyi lagu "Asyikkkk"), but whenever you encounter me doing this, it shows that maybe Im too stressed out and needed to loosen a little bit or probably im too happy and wanted to be all jumpy here and there. Hihi.
Fact 8
Drama Queen Normal
Entahlah, Drama Queen ini apa? Mungkin ada sesetengah pihak will say Im a drama queen but nah, "Words do not define who you are, but action does". Because why? The are kejillion trillion billion million thousands hundreds people in this world and you're trying to be someone that likable? or trying to fit in? But whyyyy? No Friends? Takpe, tak mati. Tak loser, loser tu apa? Only other people perception towards orang yang dia rasa threaten with jeh. But that probably be my opinion. Tak payah kejar glamour2 kan? Akhirat Tuhan tak bagi ganjaran pun dekat orang2 popular ni, kan? :)
Fact 9
Daydream
Berangan or daydream has always been my favourite hobby since forever. Huhuh. Orang cakap kan, kalau kuat berangan, dia dia dia tak semestinya Mat Jenin tapi mungkin boleh jadi berjaya. Okay tu tipu. Seronok tau berangan. Because reality doesnt do the justice. So, might as well, we have fun with the imagination rather than serabutkan kepala with the reality. :)
Fact 10
Chocolates
Anything that related to hazelnut choc or cheeze choc or just plan choc. :)
Okay, that just 10 useless facts and advice about me or maybe for you sikit2. :D
Song : Claire Keim - Ca Depend :)
Tonight, I'm a bit talkative and energetic. And it's not good for this eyes T_T
but let's review what are the facts that i'm going to tell you.
Fact 1
Youngest among 4 girls.
Nothing in this world could ever change the fact, that I have 3 sisters. And without them, I will never ever like mathematics. Thank you, sisters!
Fact 2
Loves Mathematics.
Im no maths genius, I just love maths. Maths is a challenge and when you can answer 1 hard question, you'll understand that you can bypass any obstacles and challenges lie ahead of you.
Fact 3
Unstable Human Emotions
I cannot define what emotion i'm having each seconds of my life. But, its what I am, and 'if you don't accept and love yourself, no one else will'. Human emotions cannot control for some human. But I always stick to this one phrase, "Allah S.W.T. takkan uji umat-Nya dengan ujian yang tidak dapat ditahan mereka". Sesungguhnya kita hidup kerana-Nya, dan tanpa-Nya, we wouldn't be here at the first place.
Fact 4
Loves Music
Everyone has a different idea what a music is. Everyone is a musician. Why? Sebab, according to Wikipedia...(okay, ni semangat sangat). Anyway, because why, everyday, kita terdedah with many kind of music, do you know, the sound of your breathing is a kind of music? Cuba try tarik nafas and hembus nafas laju2, cam rapper tak? (Okay, itu mengarut) Back to main point here, my main attraction for what I search for my easy listening; anything that can make me happy; Why waste 1 seconds of sadness, when you can have another 59 seconds of happiness?
Fact 5
Poor Habit
Kena include jugak ke? Sometimes, yes. Admitting your weakness is a sign of strength. So, don't be sad if you can't cook (Haa, gasaklah kau bila kahwin laki kau suruh masak-Ingat ye wanita, kalau tidak mahu suami anda lari ke tangan perempuan lain, ringan2kan tulang dan belajar masak, kerana air tangan kamu itulah yang membuatkan suami bertambah sayang dan makin sayang sampaikan boleh mintak duit atau credit card tuk membeli beli di Jusco Member's Day, ok?) Lazy, yes, sesetengah manusia dikurniakan dengan kemalasan yang teramat, saya sekali BUT tengok keadaan. Tak elok tak unproductive everyday >.<
Fact 6
Loves to Eat
To boleh deny fact ni. Anything fattening and cheesy, I am definitely an active eater. Domino's Classified Chicken Double Decker is among the mouthwatering food I can never ever say No to. If satu hari I have a fight with anybody, eventhough it is not my fault, kalu beli Pizza ni haa, confirm I yang ngaku kalah, sebab makan punya pasal (yes, saya lemah cmtu hanya kerna makan :D)
Fact 7
Loves to Sing and Dance
Im no singer or dancer but I sing ikut sedap telinga (konon2 Astrud Gilberto ke) menari ikut perasaan sambil gelek2 (and berangan Amelina nyanyi lagu "Asyikkkk"), but whenever you encounter me doing this, it shows that maybe Im too stressed out and needed to loosen a little bit or probably im too happy and wanted to be all jumpy here and there. Hihi.
Fact 8
Entahlah, Drama Queen ini apa? Mungkin ada sesetengah pihak will say Im a drama queen but nah, "Words do not define who you are, but action does". Because why? The are kejillion trillion billion million thousands hundreds people in this world and you're trying to be someone that likable? or trying to fit in? But whyyyy? No Friends? Takpe, tak mati. Tak loser, loser tu apa? Only other people perception towards orang yang dia rasa threaten with jeh. But that probably be my opinion. Tak payah kejar glamour2 kan? Akhirat Tuhan tak bagi ganjaran pun dekat orang2 popular ni, kan? :)
Fact 9
Daydream
Berangan or daydream has always been my favourite hobby since forever. Huhuh. Orang cakap kan, kalau kuat berangan, dia dia dia tak semestinya Mat Jenin tapi mungkin boleh jadi berjaya. Okay tu tipu. Seronok tau berangan. Because reality doesnt do the justice. So, might as well, we have fun with the imagination rather than serabutkan kepala with the reality. :)
Fact 10
Chocolates
Anything that related to hazelnut choc or cheeze choc or just plan choc. :)
Okay, that just 10 useless facts and advice about me or maybe for you sikit2. :D
Song : Claire Keim - Ca Depend :)
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Bruxism
Not many know about Bruxism/Teeth Grinding.
Bunyi cam scary kan? Cam gergaji. Okay, Ive never knew I had bruxism until...
Syiq : H, H tau tak gesek gigi malam2 buta?
Whd : Aah, whd pun terjaga malam terdengar.
Since that, I noticed that I woke up every morning feeling thirsty and I told my mother about this. Turns out, she have that too. And it does not turn out fine for her. I'm afraid that my teeth will be gone before I turn 30! OMG!
So, one of my holidays, Ive gone to the dentist and told them about the problem I'm having (Government Dentist) and I think they're a bit defensive and like they're saying, "I have the experience and everything and I know what's right and what's wrong". Because, to me, I don't think it's a problem (other than gigi menipis), worried to those who will have to sleep in the same room as I am.
Emotional stress, tension and increased anxiety.
Suppressed anger or frustration
Personality type. Some studies show that persons with aggressive, overly competitive, controlling or hyperactive personalities have an increased incidence of bruxism.
Other reasons mentioned as causes of teeth grinding in adults are :
Jaw, head or neck injury
Certain sleep disorders.
Central nervous system dysfunction. Some theories are linking bruxism to the central nervous system disorders such as Huntington's disease or Parkinson's disease.
Antidepressant medications like Prozac, Celexa and others, or drugs like ecstasy and cocaine have been reported to cause bruxism as a side effect.
Abnormal alignment of upper and lower teeth (malocclusion) may contribute to teeth grinding and teeth clenching.
Alcohol and stimulants such as caffeine are considered as aggravating factors for bruxism.
Bunyi cam scary kan? Cam gergaji. Okay, Ive never knew I had bruxism until...
Syiq : H, H tau tak gesek gigi malam2 buta?
Whd : Aah, whd pun terjaga malam terdengar.
Since that, I noticed that I woke up every morning feeling thirsty and I told my mother about this. Turns out, she have that too. And it does not turn out fine for her. I'm afraid that my teeth will be gone before I turn 30! OMG!
So, one of my holidays, Ive gone to the dentist and told them about the problem I'm having (Government Dentist) and I think they're a bit defensive and like they're saying, "I have the experience and everything and I know what's right and what's wrong". Because, to me, I don't think it's a problem (other than gigi menipis), worried to those who will have to sleep in the same room as I am.
photo courtesy of ubpages.com/hub/Bruxism-Questio...Answered
And no, takde hantu main gigi ni malam2 ye? Jangan percaya benda karut marut, okay? Benda ini terjadi disebabkan beberapa perkara; (kalau bole ngelak2 la ye?)
Emotional stress, tension and increased anxiety. Suppressed anger or frustration Personality type. Some studies show that persons with aggressive, overly competitive, controlling or hyperactive personalities have an increased incidence of bruxism. Other reasons mentioned as causes of teeth grinding in adults are : Jaw, head or neck injury Certain sleep disorders. Central nervous system dysfunction. Some theories are linking bruxism to the central nervous system disorders such as Huntington's disease or Parkinson's disease. Antidepressant medications like Prozac, Celexa and others, or drugs like ecstasy and cocaine have been reported to cause bruxism as a side effect. Abnormal alignment of upper and lower teeth (malocclusion) may contribute to teeth grinding and teeth clenching. Alcohol and stimulants such as caffeine are considered as aggravating factors for bruxism. courtesy of http://users.forthnet.gr/ath/abyss/dep1282_2.htm
Nak kata ada jaw, head and neck injury, sports pun tak main. Sleep disorders? Maybe tak ikut time sangatlah kot, boleh jadi jugak. TAK MUNGKIN PLAK ADA PARKINSON! pffft. Tu gegar je ada (hehehe, sory d), makan ubat antidepression? Nope, never ever. Minum arak? Memang tak arrrr la kan. Adoi!
So, maybe emotional stress, tension or anxiety? It could be. Maybe.
So, to anyone yang tak pernah tau gesek gigi tu apa, nanti lain kali if berpeluang, nak mintak tolong my friend rekodkan bunyinya. HAHAHAHAH!
Stay healthy people!
H
Monday, June 14, 2010
Tamatnya sebuah perjalanan
Khamis yang lepas, secara sahnya, saya tamat Diploma selama 3 tahun yang berlangsung di Sarawak.
Pada mulanya, SPM saya tidaklah mebanggakan dek kerna main yang tidak sudah2. Jadi, apabila diterima masuk ke UiTM, rasa bagaikan Tuhan telah memberi satu peluang untuk menyambung belajar. There's a catch, ia berada di Sarawak.
Dahulu, sewaktu belajar di sekolah menengah, keluargaku selalu membuat lawak kalau saya jahat2, nanti kena hantar pergi Sabah / Sarawak. Ternyata kemasinan mulut mereka, aku dapat di Sarawak. Tidak ada apa2 hendak dibanggakan selain, tiketnya yang sangat mahal, tidak dapat pulang ke rumah setiap minggu, makannya tidak seperti di Semenanjung dan duitnya selalu tidak ada.
Mula2, Sarawak bagiku suram kerana keluargaku meninggalkan ku di situ dan berbulan2 selepas itu barulah dapat berjumpa (cuti sem) tetapi selepas hampir 3 tahun menetap di sana, aku sangat2 menyukai tempat tersebut dan rakan2 yang ku temui di sana. Walaupun aku tidak reti berkawan ramai2 dalam satu masa, tetapi kawan yang ku ada, cukup untuk mengembirakan hariku. Walaupun kami berbeza tempat, pendapat dan kaum, kami tetap bersama; pahit, manis, masam, cuka.
Selepas tiga tahun, aku telah graduate dari situ. Percayalah, pengalamannya tidak dapat disamakan dengan budak2 yang belajar di Semenanjung. Perasaannya lain. Tetapi kita sebagai manusia, tak mungkin mempunyai perasaan yang sama.
Wahai rakan2ku, tamatlah perjalanan kita sebagai pelajar diploma. Diharap kita belajar erti berdikari dan kehidupan di situ dan keseronokan belajar! HAHAHAHAHA.
p/s : Bahasa Baku menjadi igauan sekejap. Teringin.
H.
Pada mulanya, SPM saya tidaklah mebanggakan dek kerna main yang tidak sudah2. Jadi, apabila diterima masuk ke UiTM, rasa bagaikan Tuhan telah memberi satu peluang untuk menyambung belajar. There's a catch, ia berada di Sarawak.
Dahulu, sewaktu belajar di sekolah menengah, keluargaku selalu membuat lawak kalau saya jahat2, nanti kena hantar pergi Sabah / Sarawak. Ternyata kemasinan mulut mereka, aku dapat di Sarawak. Tidak ada apa2 hendak dibanggakan selain, tiketnya yang sangat mahal, tidak dapat pulang ke rumah setiap minggu, makannya tidak seperti di Semenanjung dan duitnya selalu tidak ada.
Mula2, Sarawak bagiku suram kerana keluargaku meninggalkan ku di situ dan berbulan2 selepas itu barulah dapat berjumpa (cuti sem) tetapi selepas hampir 3 tahun menetap di sana, aku sangat2 menyukai tempat tersebut dan rakan2 yang ku temui di sana. Walaupun aku tidak reti berkawan ramai2 dalam satu masa, tetapi kawan yang ku ada, cukup untuk mengembirakan hariku. Walaupun kami berbeza tempat, pendapat dan kaum, kami tetap bersama; pahit, manis, masam, cuka.
Selepas tiga tahun, aku telah graduate dari situ. Percayalah, pengalamannya tidak dapat disamakan dengan budak2 yang belajar di Semenanjung. Perasaannya lain. Tetapi kita sebagai manusia, tak mungkin mempunyai perasaan yang sama.
Wahai rakan2ku, tamatlah perjalanan kita sebagai pelajar diploma. Diharap kita belajar erti berdikari dan kehidupan di situ dan keseronokan belajar! HAHAHAHAHA.
p/s : Bahasa Baku menjadi igauan sekejap. Teringin.
H.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Funny Things
Me : Kenapa bila kita turun, cam cepat je tapi bila naik lambat je? (Cabel Car)
Wan : Sebab bila kita naik semua pokok bagi salam and bila turun dorang dah...
Me : (looks at Aqba) See, dah cakap dah betul. Semua orang selalu gelak. T_T
Aqba : Takde siapa pun kata salah.
Hahahahahaha.
Second scene,
kitorang makan nasi (obviously pakai tangan).
On the way pergi McD, (I know its like a bad habit but... I was cleaning my nails using hujung sikat yang tajam tu) Bila da habis, tgklah kas, she was doing the same thing, using a paper!
HAHAHAHAHA. I couldn't stopped laughing! LOL
Third scene,
We was on our way to Bangunan MPM.
Me : (innocently asked) Kas, ko cakap dengan pak guard ko nak amik sijil MUET ke?
Kas : Aah, kenapa?
Me : Oh kiranya betullah ada sijil MUET sebab aku tak pena tau pun pasal sijil MUET tu.
Kas : (laughing her heart out) yang, time zuhan uat lawak selalu you tade. (so, she repeated the story to Wan)
We arrived at the MUET counter.
Kas : Abang, cmne nak amik sijil MUET? Saya dah amik MUET time 2006 cmtu.
Abang : Oh, okay, adik isi borang ni dulu nanti abang bagi penyata tu kat adik.
Kas : Tak tak, saya nak sijil MUET.
Abang : Yang penyata tuh yang official punya, pakai yang tu pun boleh.
Kas : T_T
Me : (was standing beside her and sarcastically laughing at her) hahahahahahaha. aah, mmang sijil MUET tu ada kan?
Like we said, save the best for last kan?
Location : Depan TV, UiTM Convocation Shah Alam ke-72.
Me : (was looking at the TV) kas, ni bukan lelaki tadi yang berucap ke?
Kas : Aah. Laki tadi tu.
Me : Ish, kesian dia. Tgk kas, dia masuk balik. Mesti dia boring kan?
Kas : (was laughing her heart out) Yang.. yang..
Me : (blur)
Kas : (was telling wan the story)
Me :(still not getting the point of the story)
Kas : Zuhan, tu pagi tadi punya convo.
Me : T_T
again, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
H.
Friday, April 9, 2010
this is about heart and feelings, and i just don't care.
It's been almost 21 years old that I think I haven't achieved anything that I want.
My life have always been, "You should do this", "Don't do that and this", or "It's for your own good".
Ive always been pretending of encouraging people to do this and that but honestly never have been the main purpose of my communication, because somehow truth sometimes and certainly be hurtful.
People shouldn't manipulate me for my weakness as I am not that outspoken as people my age are or maybe younger. I am not good in socializing because of certain circumstances. I dreamt of being anything that I wished to be, which all of my dreams will always ended with a "NO".
Life is unfair sometimes, but somehow I survived for almost 21 years old. I am young, and should be allowed to do whatever thing I wishes to experience and deserve some respect among people as I am not 6 years old anymore. Even 6 years old are free to do anything.
Oh and somehow, I chose to be on my own and mainly, people will says im a loner which will leads me to the question, "Why should I care?".
I want to experience life and thats the only way, I could be independent, built up my confidence level and maybe, just maybe, be somebody that somebody will eventually will be proud of, and not just living like everyone else.
I have my own ambition which seldomly Im afraid of being it, but I will. Please don't say "NO" again.
Thank you.
H.
My life have always been, "You should do this", "Don't do that and this", or "It's for your own good".
Ive always been pretending of encouraging people to do this and that but honestly never have been the main purpose of my communication, because somehow truth sometimes and certainly be hurtful.
People shouldn't manipulate me for my weakness as I am not that outspoken as people my age are or maybe younger. I am not good in socializing because of certain circumstances. I dreamt of being anything that I wished to be, which all of my dreams will always ended with a "NO".
Life is unfair sometimes, but somehow I survived for almost 21 years old. I am young, and should be allowed to do whatever thing I wishes to experience and deserve some respect among people as I am not 6 years old anymore. Even 6 years old are free to do anything.
Oh and somehow, I chose to be on my own and mainly, people will says im a loner which will leads me to the question, "Why should I care?".
I want to experience life and thats the only way, I could be independent, built up my confidence level and maybe, just maybe, be somebody that somebody will eventually will be proud of, and not just living like everyone else.
I have my own ambition which seldomly Im afraid of being it, but I will. Please don't say "NO" again.
Thank you.
H.
Friday, February 5, 2010
About me
Have you read my long list of about me side?
I was google-ing to find about my self, so, I found this site about numerology. So, I found that I'm number 1. So, under this number one, as you can see, there have been listed a long list of a personality. I just cut and paste. HAHAAHHAAH!
Anyway, you can't really believe in that crap. Because, not all of it are true. Not everything you see or heard are true kan? You have to meet me to believe it. Not all of it are true tau. But, it's up to everyone to trust it or not. Maybe I have that traits only that I would never agree to it. :)
About the self-centered thing, I guessed it's quite true la kot. I do have that negative side of me, but nobody's perfect, so shut the fuck up. I don't really care. HAHAHAH. Rasa lawak bila mencarut. Because I don't curse a lot. That's just not my nature.
Believe it or not, yesterday I was chatting with this friend of mine whom I know for almost 7 years la kot. I was a bit upset with him, because I used to be nice to him, for the sake of (umm, it's just my nature, because I believe in "Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali") friendship, but a few years back, he was like in a relationship, and yeah, he couldn't care less. It doesn't hurt just to say "hi, what have you've been up to kan?" Macamlah aku ni nak ngorat bagai nak rak. So, yesterday, I was like recklessly spoke like a bitch and he suddenly talked about "Allah" and everything. Yeah, what goes around, definitely it will goes around." Nevertheless, that was my 1st attempt of trying to bitching with anyone. HAHAHA. Sorry, man.
"Revenge will somehow find its way".
I believe in karma, lagi2 zaman sekarang ini, which brings to my lecturer's lecture, "Allah S.W.T. sekarang tak simpan sampai akhirat, Dia bayar cash terus." So, i will have to agree with her.
To me, revenge is like little kids games, we, as an adult, tak payahlah nak revenge2. If you think you're a nice person and didn't done any wrongs. Let God do His job. :)
Oh, for those who love to see me suffer, yes, I have suffered, thanks a lot for all your prays. Insyallah, yang buruk datang dari kita, dan yang baik dari Allah S.W.T.
H.
I was google-ing to find about my self, so, I found this site about numerology. So, I found that I'm number 1. So, under this number one, as you can see, there have been listed a long list of a personality. I just cut and paste. HAHAAHHAAH!
Anyway, you can't really believe in that crap. Because, not all of it are true. Not everything you see or heard are true kan? You have to meet me to believe it. Not all of it are true tau. But, it's up to everyone to trust it or not. Maybe I have that traits only that I would never agree to it. :)
About the self-centered thing, I guessed it's quite true la kot. I do have that negative side of me, but nobody's perfect, so shut the fuck up. I don't really care. HAHAHAH. Rasa lawak bila mencarut. Because I don't curse a lot. That's just not my nature.
Believe it or not, yesterday I was chatting with this friend of mine whom I know for almost 7 years la kot. I was a bit upset with him, because I used to be nice to him, for the sake of (umm, it's just my nature, because I believe in "Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali") friendship, but a few years back, he was like in a relationship, and yeah, he couldn't care less. It doesn't hurt just to say "hi, what have you've been up to kan?" Macamlah aku ni nak ngorat bagai nak rak. So, yesterday, I was like recklessly spoke like a bitch and he suddenly talked about "Allah" and everything. Yeah, what goes around, definitely it will goes around." Nevertheless, that was my 1st attempt of trying to bitching with anyone. HAHAHA. Sorry, man.
"Revenge will somehow find its way".
I believe in karma, lagi2 zaman sekarang ini, which brings to my lecturer's lecture, "Allah S.W.T. sekarang tak simpan sampai akhirat, Dia bayar cash terus." So, i will have to agree with her.
To me, revenge is like little kids games, we, as an adult, tak payahlah nak revenge2. If you think you're a nice person and didn't done any wrongs. Let God do His job. :)
Oh, for those who love to see me suffer, yes, I have suffered, thanks a lot for all your prays. Insyallah, yang buruk datang dari kita, dan yang baik dari Allah S.W.T.
H.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Introduction
Under certain circumstances, I'm doing my newest blog and yes, I'm making it as a public reading.
I don't wish to hide anymore.
I'm 5' ft 2 inch and I'm turning 21 this year. I love to talk but at the same time, I'm actually lazy to talk or i'm just to tired to talk.
I do have a boyfriend but I don't wish to brag about him in my blog, like all the time. And yeah, I love him that much and im trying to keep it private. ;)
I really do love numbers but sometimes I find it hard when there is so much zero. And by the way, I'm taking Diploma in Banking in Sarawak.
I'm the youngest in the family and it's true what people said about the youngest one even we tried to denied it. My birthday's in October and it is not on Halloween.
I have so many friends but I have few true friends, friends that I can depend on. Not that there will be any problem, but people seem so judgmental when I talked about this matter, just wanted to make something clear, if you don't like me, don't be my friend. You're just making your life miserable.
I love being loved and love being in love. Don't all human desired being loved? So do I.
I love my mother more than anything in this world. I would anything to make her happy and smile even though I maybe not the perfect daughter but I will try my best to make her world a better place. XOXO
I love to study alone, it helps me concentrate and regularly love to be in a group study. Plus, I love to help people in numbers.
I love to eat mainly chicken, spicy foods, sweet/sour drinks but that doesn't stop me from getting my ideal body : Lemak yang banyak, tahniah :)
My first name is same as my sisters and seriously, I love each of them differently.
I love music, especially music you don't even heard before. Keroncong, 50's, 40's or 30's, and dangdut or any "gelinja" songs, you named it, I love it :)
People seems to sell me with my body because I don't know, I think Im fat but somehow people can be attracted to it. HAHAAH. Berangan. Anyway, dekat sini I always feels as a mother thanks to my fellow friends which they called me as "mok". :)
I love being me and that should be more than what I have to say.
*Toodles*
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