SASA

Hello people! :D

It's been a very long time since I last updated my bloggggg. It shows that Im practically a very busy women...? or...er busy girl? or just plain busy body? 

Anyhow, I should share the meaning of my post! It's the initial of My name plus the exact location im at, which is Shah Alam. I am proud to say that Im a Shah Alam-nian. 

"Bachelor in Business Administration (Hons) Finance" is what im doing now. OMG! Feels old to even said that. No more, wednesday's movie day or even gula-pong day or even ayam penyet nights, it's about money money and money. It's endless battle and the fatigue seeeeems like forever.

Seriously, I don't have anything to share with you other than I am happy right this second. Im closer to my family and friends but I can't socialize like im supposed to. Degree isn't like the old diploma days that we can sits around and enjoy the day with some korean movie or gossips girl on my mind. It's about improving yourself and prepare you for a career world, soon. 

Clearly, I can't think of any other way to achieve what I want rather than sacrifices the little stuff. Im aiming high, and hoping it paid off someday. Im planning for the future and trying not to look at my past again and again. And yes, I hope this by far the best decision for myself. I can't afford to start all over again. :) if you know what I meant.

Thank you to the Knowing Your Inner Strength seminar. I am now, feeling fantastic all the time :)

Song : Candy-Mandy Moore

rambling thoughts

Who needs a war when you have your own problems?
Who needs a friend when you cannot count on them?
Who needs a family when they do not understand you?
Who needs a someone who would lend them their shoulder to cry on?
Who needs food when everybody is fighting for it?
Who needs money when money is the only way for you to get what you want?
Who needs feelings when it could be bought with money?
Who needs sisters whom fighting who's going to pay all these and that but never have the guts to say it to their face?
Who needs brothers whom will protect their little sister when they are the ones who destroy them?
Who needs love when people think you are taking advantages?
Who needs a parent whom doesn't work or provide anything? 
Who needs school when it was the whole problem at the first place?

Who really know you better than yourself?


It's for you to decide and for me to know. All the above problem will never be solved unless someone decided to. If not, nothing will change, not even ever. Don't point your finger because of other people's flaws, afterall, we're human. We do not see the purpose of living. So do I.


I was born as an hyperactive kid with an ambition to reach the sky but somehow along the way, I lost.


Find your way and I will find my. Nobody understand how you feel, not even yourself. You cannot count on anyone else because nobody actually wants to help you unless you decide to help yourself first. One day, we're going to be alone. We're going to die alone. Face it.


H.

ada apa pada nama?

Satu hari, tangan ni sungguh gatal lah nak google2 nama sendiri.

Bukan full name, tapi nama depan. It has come to my attention that I have a very yummy name!

salmi, salmis [ˈsælmɪ]

n pl -mis [-mɪ]

(Cookery) a ragout of game stewed in a rich brown sauce

[from French, shortened form of salmigondis salmagundi]

 courtesy of http://www.thefreedictionary.com/salmi

 

So anyone, would you like some salmi? HAHAHAHAH! :D

 

or it could be a name of a place? Wow, famous sungguh salmi ni kan??

 

Salmi (Finnish: Salmi, Russian: Салми) is a rural settlement and town (posyolok) near Pitkäranta in Republic of Karelia (Russia).

 Tulemajoki River in Salmi

courtesy of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmi

 

Jangan main2, Salmi ni pun ada kakak! Tapi nama kakak dia..

 

The sister city of Salmi is:

• Pielavesi (Finland)

Anyway, lagi satu famous nama Salmi ni, :D

Salmi is a former Soviet Air Force air base in Russia located 50 km northwest of Ilinskiy. It was shown on the 1974 Department of Defense Global Navigation Chart No. 3 as having jet facilities. As of 2000 Google Earth indicates it has been dismantled, with some faint outlines still visible.

 courtesy of  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmi_%28air_base%29

Jadi, salmi2 di luar sana, berbanggalah anda sebab nama kita famous! hahahaha.

H.   

  

 

 

Bruxism

Not many know about Bruxism/Teeth Grinding.

Bunyi cam scary kan? Cam gergaji. Okay, Ive never knew I had bruxism until...

Syiq : H, H tau tak gesek gigi malam2 buta? 
Whd : Aah, whd pun terjaga malam terdengar.

Since that, I noticed that I woke up every morning feeling thirsty and I told my mother about this. Turns out, she have that too. And it does not turn out fine for her. I'm afraid that my teeth will be gone before I turn 30! OMG!

So, one of my holidays, Ive gone to the dentist and told them about the problem I'm having (Government Dentist) and I think they're a bit defensive and like they're saying, "I have the experience and everything and I know what's right and what's wrong". Because, to me, I don't think it's a problem (other than gigi menipis), worried to those who will have to sleep in the same room as I am. 

 photo courtesy of ubpages.com/hub/Bruxism-Questio...Answered

And no, takde hantu main gigi ni malam2 ye? Jangan percaya benda karut marut, okay? Benda ini terjadi disebabkan beberapa perkara; (kalau bole ngelak2 la ye?)

Emotional stress, tension and increased anxiety.
Suppressed anger or frustration
Personality type. Some studies show that persons with aggressive, overly competitive, controlling or hyperactive personalities have an increased incidence of bruxism.
Other reasons mentioned as causes of teeth grinding in adults are :
Jaw, head or neck injury
Certain sleep disorders.

Central nervous system dysfunction. Some theories are linking bruxism to the central nervous system disorders such as Huntington's disease or Parkinson's disease.
Antidepressant medications like Prozac, Celexa and others, or drugs like ecstasy and cocaine have been reported to cause bruxism as a side effect.
Abnormal alignment of upper and lower teeth (malocclusion) may contribute to teeth grinding and teeth clenching.
Alcohol and stimulants such as caffeine are considered as aggravating factors for bruxism.

 courtesy of http://users.forthnet.gr/ath/abyss/dep1282_2.htm

Nak kata ada jaw, head and neck injury, sports pun tak main. Sleep disorders? Maybe tak ikut time sangatlah kot, boleh jadi jugak. TAK MUNGKIN PLAK ADA PARKINSON! pffft. Tu gegar je ada (hehehe, sory d), makan ubat antidepression? Nope, never ever. Minum arak? Memang tak arrrr la kan. Adoi!

So, maybe emotional stress, tension or anxiety? It could be. Maybe.

So, to anyone yang tak pernah tau gesek gigi tu apa, nanti lain kali if berpeluang, nak mintak tolong my friend rekodkan bunyinya. HAHAHAHAH! 

Stay healthy people!

H 

another birthday!

Another birthday wishes for another sister of mine!

The oldest sister's, Along!

"Even though you're getting a year older, that's fine. It makes you a little wiser than before. I hope that many many many years to come, all your dream came true and you get what you wished for. Be happy, positive and smile always!"

You know I love you. Xoxo.

H.